The Boss of Little Arcady eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 330 pages of information about The Boss of Little Arcady.

The Boss of Little Arcady eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 330 pages of information about The Boss of Little Arcady.

“I shall positively never call you anything else but Miss Caroline while you permit me to address you at all—­understand it—­I’ve associated with your boy too long.  Well, I did do four years of fighting, and I was mustered out with the rank of Major.  You might as well know it now as later.  You’ll have longer to forget it.  I wish I could forget it myself.  Not the fact, for I should fight again as long and try to fight harder in the same cause, but the hellishness of it—­the damnable, inhuman obscenity of it—­I should like to forget.  I never said so before, Miss Caroline,—­there was no one to say it to,—­but it made me old before my time.  Why, I could almost be a son of yours, if you will pardon that minor brutality, and the thing is aging me to this day.  I helped to kill your young men and your old men, but you ought to know that I didn’t do it for holiday sport.  The first one of your men I saw dead lay alone by the roadside, a boy, foolishly young, with a tired face that was still smiling.  He’d fallen there as if sleep had overtaken him on the march.  Our column had halted, and I went to him.  It must have taken a full minute for me to realize that this was dignified war and not the murder of a boy in a homely gray uniform.  When I did realize it, I was so weakened that I broke down and cried.  I was a private then.  I covered his face, and got up strong enough to assault two other privates who had found my snivelling funny.  One of them went to the field hospital, and I went under arrest when I’d finished with the other.  You ought to know, Miss Caroline, that the sight of thousands of your other dead never moved me to any merriment.  I tried to be a good soldier, but I felt the death pains of every fallen man I saw.  I didn’t stop to note the color of his uniform.  Miss Caroline—­”

I waited until I had made her look at me.

“The war is over, you know.  Suppose you forget me as a soldier and take me as a man.  Really, I believe we ought to know each other better.”

Clem had once found occasion to say, “When Miss Cahline tek th’ notion to shine huh eyes up, she sho’ is a highly illuminous puhsonality.”

I saw then what he meant, for Miss Caroline had “shined” her eyes, and they flooded me with a distracting medley of lights.  I thought she struggled very uncertainly with herself.  Her eyes shifted from my face to the empty sleeve.  Twice before that evening—­I remembered it had been when she spoke so enigmatically of the lumber industry—­her eyes had rested there briefly, discreetly, but in all sympathy.  Now the look was different.  It wavered.  At one instant I seemed to read regret that I had come off so well—­her eyes flickered suggestively to my remaining arm.

“Be fair,” I said; “did I not drink your toast?”

I thought she wavered at this, for a blush deeper than all the others suffused her.

“Besides,” I continued warningly, “you are within the enemy’s lines now, and you may find me a help.  Come!” and I held out my hand.

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