The Works of Charles and Mary Lamb — Volume 2 eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 713 pages of information about The Works of Charles and Mary Lamb — Volume 2.

The Works of Charles and Mary Lamb — Volume 2 eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 713 pages of information about The Works of Charles and Mary Lamb — Volume 2.
from his grave air and deportment I judged to be one of the old Benchers of the Inn.  He had a serious thoughtful forehead, and seemed to be in meditations of mortality.  As I have an instinctive awe of old Benchers, I was passing him with that sort of subindicative token of respect which one is apt to demonstrate towards a venerable stranger, and which rather denotes an inclination to greet him than any positive motion of the body to that effect—­a species of humility and will-worship which I observe nine times out of ten rather puzzles than pleases the person it is offered to—­when the face turning full upon me strangely identified itself with that of Dodd.  Upon close inspection I was not mistaken.  But could this sad thoughtful countenance be the same vacant face of folly which I had hailed so often under circumstances of gaiety; which I had never seen without a smile, or recognized but as the usher of mirth; that looked out so formally flat in Foppington, so frothily pert in Tattle, so impotently busy in Backbite; so blankly divested of all meaning, or resolutely expressive of none, in Acres, in Fribble, and a thousand agreeable impertinences?  Was this the face—­full of thought and carefulness—­that had so often divested itself at will of every trace of either to give me diversion, to clear my cloudy face for two or three hours at least of its furrows?  Was this the face—­manly, sober, intelligent,—­which I had so often despised, made mocks at, made merry with?  The remembrance of the freedoms which I had taken with it came upon me with a reproach of insult.  I could have asked it pardon.  I thought it looked upon me with a sense of injury.  There is something strange as well as sad in seeing actors—­your pleasant fellows particularly—­subjected to and suffering the common lot—­their fortunes, their casualties, their deaths, seem to belong to the scene, their actions to be amenable to poetic justice only.  We can hardly connect them with more awful responsibilities.  The death of this fine actor took place shortly after this meeting.  He had quitted the stage some months; and, as I learned afterwards, had been in the habit of resorting daily to these gardens almost to the day of his decease.  In these serious walks probably he was divesting himself of many scenic and some real vanities—­weaning himself from the frivolities of the lesser and the greater theatre—­doing gentle penance for a life of no very reprehensible fooleries,—­taking off by degrees the buffoon mask which he might feel he had worn too long—­and rehearsing for a more solemn cast of part.  Dying he “put on the weeds of Dominic."[5]

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