I heard the bell tolled on thy burial day,
I saw the hearse that bore thee slow away,
And, turning from my nursery window, drew
A long, long sigh, and wept a last adieu!
But was it such? It was: where thou art gone
Adieus and farewells are a sound unknown.
May I but meet thee on that peaceful shore,
The parting word shall pass my lips no more!
Thy maidens, grieved themselves at my concern,
Oft gave me promise of thy quick return.
What ardently I wished I long believed,
And, disappointed still, was still deceived,
By expectation every day beguiled,
Dupe of to-morrow even from a child.
Thus many a sad to-morrow came and went,
Till, all my stock of infant sorrow spent,
I learnt at last submission to my lot,
But, though I less deplored thee, ne’er forgot.
Where once we dwelt our name is heard
no more:
Children not thine have trod my nursery
floor;
And where the gardener Robin, day by day,
Drew me to school along the public way,
Delighted with my bauble coach, and wrapped
In scarlet, mantle warm, and velvet-capped,
’Tis now become a history little
known
That once we called the pastoral house
our own.
Short-lived possession! But the record
fair
That memory keeps, of all thy kindness
there,
Still outlives many a storm that has effaced
A thousand other themes less deeply traced.
Thy nightly visits to my chamber made,
That thou mightst know me safe and warmly
laid;
Thy morning bounties ere I left my home,
The biscuit or confectionary plum;
The fragrant waters on my cheeks bestowed
By thy own hand, till fresh they shone
and glowed;
All this, and, more endearing still than
all,
Thy constant flow of love, that knew no
fall,
Ne’er roughened by those cataracts
and breaks
That humour interposed too often makes;
All this, still legible on memory’s
page,
And still to be so to my latest age,
Adds joy to duty, makes me glad to pay
Such honours to thee as my numbers may,
Perhaps a frail memorial, but sincere,
Not scorned in heaven though little noticed
here.
Could Time, his flight reversed, restore
the hours
When, playing with thy vesture’s
tissued flowers,
The violet, the pink, the jessamine,
I pricked them into paper with a pin
(And thou wast happier than myself the
while,
Wouldst softly speak, and stroke my head
and smile),
Could those few pleasant days again appear,
Might one wish bring them, would I wish
them here?
I would not trust my heart—the
dear delight
Seems so to be desired, perhaps I might.
But no—what here we call our
life is such,
So little to be loved, and thou so much,
That I should ill requite thee to constrain
Thy unbound spirit into bonds again.


