Part Three: In Search of Lost Time Summary and Analysis

In Chapter 35: The Videotape, Susannah was stunned when she watched a video tape of herself. The girl she saw before her was completely unhinged and unguarded. Watching it, it was impossible for Susannah to imagine what it had been like going through that. She only had the video to tell her. She remembered none of it.

In Chapter 36: Stuffed Animals, Stephen brought Susannah to his sister Rachel's house. Rachel and another sister, Bridget, were there with their kids. Bridget had a difficult time adjusting to Susannah's appearance and behavior. The older kids steered clear of her. The kids were thrilled when Susannah gave them all the stuffed animals she had received in the hospital. She had appreciated them but they were reminders of some very dark days and a...