Summary

In Chapter 19, Jam admits she’s holding out going back to Belzhar because she is split. She wants to break things off with Reeve and dedicate herself to Griffin. In the same way she wants to stay with Reeve. She finally makes up her mind to go to Belzhar for the last time after DJ is asleep one night. When she starts writing, she doesn’t feel Reeve’s arms around her as usual. She is alone on the playing field. She walks and sees a girl and boy standing together, kissing. Jam remembers Dr. Margolis telling her that it was sometimes easier to believe a story. Jam hadn’t listened to what he had to say. She realizes she’s seeing Reeve and Dana kissing. When Jam tells Reeve she thought they were together, Dana laughs. Reeve tells her they aren’t...