act. I had no plan of any kind; I only waited
till everything should be quiet in the house.
I only took one step: I did not remove my stockings.
My aunt’s room was on the second floor.
One had to pass through the dining-room and the hall,
go up the stairs, pass along a little passage and
there ... on the right was the door! I must not
on any account take with me a candle or a lantern;
in the corner of my aunt’s room a little lamp
was always burning before the ikon shrine; I knew that.
So I should be able to see. I still lay with
staring eyes and my mouth open and parched; the blood
was throbbing in my temples, in my ears, in my throat,
in my back, all over me! I waited ... but it seemed
as though some demon were mocking me; time passed
and passed but still silence did not reign.
IX
Never, I thought, had David been so late getting to
sleep.... David, the silent David, even began
talking to me! Never had they gone on so long
banging, talking, walking about the house! And
what could they be talking about? I wondered;
as though they had not had the whole day to talk in!
Sounds outside persisted, too; first a dog barked on
a shrill, obstinate note; then a drunken peasant was
making an uproar somewhere and would not be pacified;
then gates kept creaking; then a wretched cart on
racketty wheels kept passing and passing and seeming
as though it would never pass! However, these
sounds did not worry me: on the contrary, I was
glad of them; they seemed to distract my attention.
But now at last it seemed as though all were tranquil.
Only the pendulum of our old clock ticked gravely
and drowsily in the dining-room and there was an even
drawn-out sound like the hard breathing of people
asleep. I was on the point of getting up, then
again something rustled ... then suddenly sighed, something
soft fell down ... and a whisper glided along the
walls.
Or was there nothing of the sort—and was
it only imagination mocking me?
At last all was still. It was the very heart,
the very dead of night. The time had come!
Chill with anticipation, I threw off the bedclothes,
let my feet down to the floor, stood up ... one step;
a second.... I stole along, my feet, heavy as
though they did not belong to me, trod feebly and
uncertainly. Stay! what was that sound? Someone
sawing, somewhere, or scraping ... or sighing?
I listened ... I felt my cheeks twitching and
cold watery tears came into my eyes. Nothing!
... I stole on again. It was dark but I
knew the way. All at once I stumbled against
a chair.... What a bang and how it hurt!
It hit me just on my leg.... I stood stock still.
Well, did that wake them? Ah! here goes!
Suddenly I felt bold and even spiteful. On!
On! Now the dining-room was crossed, then the
door was groped for and opened at one swing.
The cursed hinge squeaked, bother it! Then I went
up the stairs, one! two! one! two! A step creaked
under my foot; I looked at it spitefully, just as
though I could see it. Then I stretched for the
handle of another door. This one made not the
slightest sound! It flew open so easily, as though
to say, “Pray walk in.” ... And now
I was in the corridor!
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