Sir Claude, smoking rather hard, made no immediate
rejoinder; but finally he exclaimed: “Then
my dear—with such a chance—you
were the perfection of a dunce!” He was so irritated—or
she took him to be—that for the rest of
the time they were in the Gardens he spoke no other
word; and she meanwhile subtly abstained from any attempt
to pacify him. That would only lead to more questions.
At the gate of the Gardens he hailed a four-wheeled
cab and, in silence, without meeting her eyes, put
her into it, only saying “Give him that”
as he tossed half a crown upon the seat. Even
when from outside he had closed the door and told the
man where to go he never took her departing look.
Nothing of this kind had ever yet happened to them,
but it had no power to make her love him less; so
she could not only bear it, she felt as she drove away—she
could rejoice in it. It brought again the sweet
sense of success that, ages before, she had had at
a crisis when, on the stairs, returning from her father’s,
she had met a fierce question of her mother’s
with an imbecility as deep and had in consequence
been dashed by Mrs. Farange almost to the bottom.
XVII
If for reasons of her own she could bear the sense
of Sir Claude’s displeasure her young endurance
might have been put to a serious test. The days
went by without his knocking at her father’s
door, and the time would have turned sadly to waste
if something hadn’t conspicuously happened to
give it a new difference. What took place was
a marked change in the attitude of Mrs. Beale—a
change that somehow, even in his absence, seemed to
bring Sir Claude again into the house. It began
practically with a conversation that occurred between
them the day Maisie, came home alone in the cab.
Mrs.
Beale had by that time returned, and she was
more successful than their friend in extracting from
our young lady an account of the extraordinary passage
with the Captain. She came back to it repeatedly,
and on the very next day it grew distinct to the child
that she was already in full possession of what at
the same moment had been enacted between her ladyship
and Sir Claude. This was the real origin of her
final perception that though he didn’t come
to the house her stepmother had some rare secret for
not being quite without him. This led to some
rare passages with Mrs. Beale, the promptest of which
had been—not on Maisie’s part—a
wonderful outbreak of tears. Mrs. Beale was not,
as she herself said, a crying creature: she hadn’t
cried, to Maisie’s knowledge, since the lowly
governess days, the grey dawn of their connexion.
But she wept now with passion, professing loudly that
it did her good and saying remarkable things to her
charge, for whom the occasion was an equal benefit,
an addition to all the fine precautionary wisdom stored
away. It somehow hadn’t violated that wisdom,
Maisie felt, for her to have told Mrs. Beale what
she had not told Sir Claude, inasmuch as the greatest
strain, to her sense, was between Sir Claude and Sir
Claude’s wife, and his wife was just what Mrs.
Beale was unfortunately not. He sent his stepdaughter
three days after the incident in Kensington Gardens
a message as frank as it was tender, and that was
how Mrs. Beale had had to bring out in a manner that
seemed half an appeal, half a defiance: “Well
yes, hang it—I do see him!”
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