“For a long time I sat as if I were in some dreadful dream, staring at the body of my brother.  I was aroused by the knocking of Mrs. Woods, who had been disturbed by that dying cry.  I sent her away to bed.  Shortly afterwards a patient tapped at the surgery door, but as I took no notice, he or she went off again.  Slowly and gradually as I sat there a plan was forming itself in my head in the curious automatic way in which plans do form.  When I rose from my chair my future movements were finally decided upon without my having been conscious of any process of thought.  It was an instinct which irresistibly inclined me towards one course.

“Ever since that change in my affairs to which I have alluded, Bishop’s Crossing had become hateful to me.  My plans of life had been ruined, and I had met with hasty judgments and unkind treatment where I had expected sympathy.  It is true that any danger of scandal from my brother had passed away with his life; but still, I was sore about the past, and felt that things could never be as they had been.  It may be that I was unduly sensitive, and that I had not made sufficient allowance for others, but my feelings were as I describe.  Any chance of getting away from Bishop’s Crossing and of everyone in it would be most welcome to me.  And here was such a chance as I could never have dared to hope for, a chance which would enable me to make a clean break with the past.

“There was this dead man lying upon the sofa, so like me that save for some little thickness and coarseness of the features there was no difference at all.  No one had seen him come and no one would miss him.  We were both clean-shaven, and his hair was about the same length as my own.  If I changed clothes with him, then Dr. Aloysius Lana would be found lying dead in his study, and there would be an end of an unfortunate fellow, and of a blighted career.  There was plenty of ready money in the room, and this I could carry away with me to help me to start once more in some other land.  In my brother’s clothes I could walk by night unobserved as far as Liverpool, and in that great seaport I would soon find some means of leaving the country.  After my lost hopes, the humblest existence where I was unknown was far preferable, in my estimation, to a practice, however successful, in Bishop’s Crossing, where at any moment I might come face to face with those whom I should wish, if it were possible, to forget.  I determined to effect the change.

“And I did so.  I will not go into particulars, for the recollection is as painful as the experience; but in an hour my brother lay, dressed down to the smallest detail in my clothes, while I slunk out by the surgery door, and taking the back path which led across some fields, I started off to make the best of my way to Liverpool, where I arrived the same night.  My bag of money and a certain portrait were all I carried out of the house, and I left behind me in my hurry the shade which my brother had been wearing over his eye.  Everything else of his I took with me.