another, with brains aswing; full of good nature and quick sympathy; their flesh content and yet expectant.  In a pause of the conversation (which, entirely banal and fragmentary, had seemed to reach the acme of agreeableness), Chirac put his hand on the hand of Sophia as it rested limp on the littered table.  Accidentally she caught his eye; she had not meant to do so.  They both became self-conscious.  His thin, bearded face had more than ever that wistfulness which always softened towards him the uncompromisingness of her character.  He had the look of a child.  For her, Gerald had sometimes shown the same look.  But indeed she was now one of those women for whom all men, and especially all men in a tender mood, are invested with a certain incurable quality of childishness.  She had not withdrawn her hand at once, and so she could not withdraw it at all.

He gazed at her with timid audacity.  Her eyes were liquid.

“What are you thinking about?” she asked.

“I was asking myself what I should have done if you had refused to come.”

“And what should you have done?”

“Assuredly something terribly inconvenient,” he replied, with the large importance of a man who is in the domain of pure supposition.  He leaned towards her.  “My very dear friend,” he said in a different voice, getting bolder.

It was infinitely sweet to her, voluptuously sweet, this basking in the heat of temptation.  It certainly did seem to her, then, the one real pleasure in the world.  Her body might have been saying to his:  “See how ready I am!” Her body might have been saying to his:  “Look into my mind.  For you I have no modesty.  Look and see all that is there.”  The veil of convention seemed to have been rent.  Their attitude to each other was almost that of lover and mistress, between whom a single glance may be charged with the secrets of the past and promises for the future.  Morally she was his mistress in that moment.

He released her hand and put his arm round her waist.

“I love thee,” he whispered with great emotion.

Her face changed and hardened.  “You must not do that,” she said, coldly, unkindly, harshly.  She scowled.  She would not abate one crease in her forehead to the appeal of his surprised glance.  Yet she did not want to repulse him.  The instinct which repulsed him was not within her control.  Just as a shy man will obstinately refuse an invitation which he is hungering to accept, so, though not from shyness, she was compelled to repulse Chirac.  Perhaps if her desires had not been laid to sleep by excessive physical industry and nervous strain, the sequel might have been different.

Chirac, like most men who have once found a woman weak, imagined that he understood women profoundly.  He thought of women as the Occidental thinks of the Chinese, as a race apart, mysterious but capable of being infallibly comprehended by the application of a few leading principles of psychology.  Moreover he was in earnest; he was hard driven, and he was honest.  He continued, respectfully obedient in withdrawing his arm: