have done, or that I have proved myself ungrateful
for the affectionate kindness which you have always
shown me. I am authorised by Hetta to say
that, had I never spoken to her, it must have been
the same to you. [This was hardly a fair representation
of what had been said, but the writer, looking
back upon his interview with the lady, thought
that it had been implied.]
I should not say so much by way of excusing myself, but that you once said, that should such a thing occur there must be a division between us ever after. If I thought that you would adhere to that threat, I should be very unhappy and Hetta would be miserable. Surely, if a man loves he is bound to tell his love, and to take the chance. You would hardly have thought it manly...