The Kellys and the O'Kellys eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 696 pages of information about The Kellys and the O'Kellys.

The Kellys and the O'Kellys eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 696 pages of information about The Kellys and the O'Kellys.
you up to look for it, and, alas, he taught you to look for nothing else; it has not been your fault, and I’m not blaming you—­I’m not maning to blame you, my own brother, for you are my own”—­and she turned round in the bed and shed tears upon his hand, and kissed it.—­“But gold, and land, will never make you happy,—­no, not all the gold of England, nor all the land the old kings ever had could make you happy, av the heart was bad within you.  You’ll have it all now, Barry, or mostly all.  You’ll have what you think the old man wronged you of; you’ll have it with no one to provide for but yourself, with no one to trouble you, no one to thwart you.  But oh, Barry, av it’s in your heart that that can make you happy—­there’s nothing before you but misery—­and death—­and hell.”  Barry shook like a child in the clutches of its master—­“Yes, Barry; misery and death, and all the tortures of the damned.  It’s to save you from this, my own brother, to try and turn your heart from that foul love of money, that your sister is now speaking to you from her grave.—­Oh, Barry! try and cure it.  Learn to give to others, and you’ll enjoy what you have yourself.—­Learn to love others, and then you’ll know what it is to be loved yourself.  Try, try to soften that hard heart.  Marry at once, Barry, at once, before you’re older and worse to cure; and you’ll have children, and love them; and when you feel, as feel you must, that the money is clinging round your soul, fling it from you, and think of the last words your sister said to you.”

The sweat was now running down the cheeks of the wretched man, for the mixed rebuke and prayer of his sister had come home to him, and touched him; but it was neither with pity, with remorse, nor penitence.  No; in that foul heart there was no room, even for remorse; but he trembled with fear as he listened to her words, and, falling on his knees, swore to her that he would do just as she would have him.

“If I could but think,” continued she, “that you would remember what I am saying—­”

“Oh, I will, Anty:  I will—­indeed, indeed, I will!”

“If I could believe so, Barry—­I’d die happy and in comfort, for I love you better than anything on earth;” and again she pressed his hot red hand—­“but oh, brother!  I feel for you:—­you never kneel before the altar of God—­you’ve no priest to move the weight of sin from your soul—­and how heavy that must be!  Do you remember, Barry; it’s but a week or two ago and you threatened to kill me for the sake of our father’s money? you wanted to put me in a mad-house; you tried to make me mad with fear and cruelty; me, your sister; and I never harmed or crossed you.  God is now doing what you threatened; a kind, good God is now taking me to himself, and you will get what you so longed for without more sin on your conscience; but it’ll never bless you, av you’ve still the same wishes in your heart, the same love of gold—­the same hatred of a fellow-creature.”

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