Half a Rogue eBook

Harold MacGrath
This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 334 pages of information about Half a Rogue.

Half a Rogue eBook

Harold MacGrath
This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 334 pages of information about Half a Rogue.
to women but so much to girls.  Two years went by, and then came that brave book!  It was like coming across a half-forgotten friend.  I actually ran home with it, and sat up all night to complete it.  It was splendid.  It was the poem matured, broadened, rounded.  And finally your first play!  How I listened to every word, watched every move!  I wrote you a letter that night, but tore it up, not having the courage to send it to you.  How versatile you must be:  a poem, a book, a play!  I have seen all your plays these five years, plays merry and gay, sad and grave.  How many times you have mysteriously told me to be brave!  I envy and admire you.  What an exquisite thing it must be to hear one’s thoughts spoken across the footlights!  Please do not laugh.  It would hurt me to know that you could laugh at my honest admiration.  You won’t laugh, will you?  I am sure you will value this letter for its honesty rather than for its literary quality.  I have often wondered what you were like.  But after all, that can not matter, since you are good and kind and wise; for you can not be else, and write the lofty things you do.

Warrington put the letter away, placed it carefully among the few things he held of value.  It would not be true to say that it left him unaffected.  There was an innocent barb in this girlish admiration, and it pierced the quick of all that was good in him.

“Good and kind and wise,” he mused.  “If only the child knew!  Heigh-ho!  I am kind, sometimes I’ve been good, and often wise.  Well, I can’t disillusion the child, happily; she has given me no address.”

He rose, wheeled his chair to a window facing the street, and opened it.  The cool fresh April air rushed in, clearing the room of its opalescent clouds, cleansing his brain of the fever that beset it.  He leaned with his elbows on the sill and, breathed noisily, gratefully.  Above, heaven had decked her broad bosom with her flickering stars, and from the million lamps of the great city rose and floated a tarnished yellow haze.  So many sounds go forth to make the voices of the night:  somewhere a child was crying fretfully, across the way the faint tinkle of a piano, the far-off rattle of the elevated, a muffled laugh from a window, above, the rat-tat of a cab-horse, the breeze in the ivy clinging to the walls of the church next door, the quarrelsome chirp of the sleepy sparrows; and then, recurrence.  Only the poet or the man in pain opens his ears to these sounds.

Over on Broadway a child of his fertile brain was holding the rapt attention of several hundred men and women; and across the broad land that night four other dramas were being successfully acted.  People were discussing his theories, denouncing or approving his conception of life.  The struggle was past, his royalties were making him rich.  And here he was this night, drinking the cup of bitterness, of unhappiness, the astringent draft of things that might and should have been.  The coveted grape was sour, the desired apple was withered.  Those who traverse the road with Folly as boon companion find only emptiness.

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