Ethan looked at him in surprise. “Better
come up and dry off. Looks as if there’d
be something hot for supper.”
Jotham’s facial muscles were unmoved by this
appeal and, his vocabulary being limited, he merely
repeated: “I guess I’ll go along
back.”
To Ethan there was something vaguely ominous in this
stolid rejection of free food and warmth, and he wondered
what had happened on the drive to nerve Jotham to
such stoicism. Perhaps Zeena had failed to see
the new doctor or had not liked his counsels:
Ethan knew that in such cases the first person she
met was likely to be held responsible for her grievance.
When he re-entered the kitchen the lamp lit up the
same scene of shining comfort as on the previous evening.
The table had been as carefully laid, a clear fire
glowed in the stove, the cat dozed in its warmth,
and Mattie came forward carrying a plate of doughnuts.
She and Ethan looked at each other in silence; then
she said, as she had said the night before: “I
guess it’s about time for supper.”
Ethan went out into the passage to hang up his wet
garments. He listened for Zeena’s step
and, not hearing it, called her name up the stairs.
She did not answer, and after a moment’s hesitation
he went up and opened her door. The room was
almost dark, but in the obscurity he saw her sitting
by the window, bolt upright, and knew by the rigidity
of the outline projected against the pane that she
had not taken off her travelling dress.
“Well, Zeena,” he ventured from the threshold.
She did not move, and he continued: “Supper’s
about ready. Ain’t you coming?”
She replied: “I don’t feel as if
I could touch a morsel.”
It was the consecrated formula, and he expected it
to be followed, as usual, by her rising and going
down to supper. But she remained seated, and
he could think of nothing more felicitous than:
“I presume you’re tired after the long
ride.”
Turning her head at this, she answered solemnly:
“I’m a great deal sicker than you think.”
Her words fell on his ear with a strange shock of
wonder. He had often heard her pronounce them
before-what if at last they were true?
He advanced a step or two into the dim room.
“I hope that’s not so, Zeena,” he
said.
She continued to gaze at him through the twilight
with a mien of wan authority, as of one consciously
singled out for a great fate. “I’ve
got complications,” she said.
Ethan knew the word for one of exceptional import.
Almost everybody in the neighbourhood had “troubles,”
frankly localized and specified; but only the chosen
had “complications.” To have them
was in itself a distinction, though it was also, in
most cases, a death-warrant. People struggled
on for years with “troubles,” but they
almost always succumbed to “complications.”
Ethan’s heart was jerking to and fro between
two extremities of feeling, but for the moment compassion
prevailed. His wife looked so hard and lonely,
sitting there in the darkness with such thoughts.