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This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 78 pages of information about Sandra Belloni Volume 6.

Emilia was in skilful hands, and against anything less powerful than a lover mounted upon Hippogriff, might have been shielded.  What is poison to most girls, Merthyr prescribed for her as medicine.  He nourished her fainting spirit upon vanity.  In silent astonishment Georgiana heard him address speeches to her such as dowagers who have seen their day can alone of womankind complacently swallow.  He encouraged Tracy Runningbrook to praise the face of which she had hitherto thought shyly.  Jewels were placed at her disposal, and dresses laid out cunningly suited to her complexion.  She had a maid to wait on her, who gabbled at the momentous hours of robing and unrobing:  “Oh, miss! of all the dark young ladies I ever see!”—­Emilia was the most bewitching.  By-and-by, Emilia was led to think of herself; but with a struggle and under protest.  How could it be possible that she was so very nice to the eye, and Wilfrid had abandoned her?  The healthy spin of young new blood turned the wheels of her brain, and then she thought:  “Perhaps I am really growing handsome?” The maid said artfully of her hair:  “If gentlemen could only see it down, miss!  It’s the longest, and thickest, and blackest, I ever touched!” And so saying, slid her fingers softly through it after the comb, and thrilled the owner of that hair till soft thoughts made her bosom heave, and then self-love began to be sensibly awakened, followed by self-pity, and some further form of what we understand as consciousness.  If partially a degradation of her nature, this saved her mind from true despair when it began to stir after the vital shock that had brought her to earth.  “To what purpose should I be fair?” was a question that did not yet come to her; but it was sweet to see Merthyr’s eyes gather pleasure from the light of her own.  Sweet, though nothing more than coldly sweet.  She compared herself to her father’s old broken violin, that might be mended to please the sight; but would never give the tones again.  Sometimes, if hope tormented her, she would strangle it by trying her voice:  and such a little piece of self-inflicted anguish speedily undid all Merthyr’s work.  He was patient as one who tends a flower in the Spring.  Georgiana marvelled that the most sensitive and proud of men should be striving to uproot an image from the heart of a simple girl, that he might place his own there.  His methods almost led her to think that his estimate of human nature was falling low.  Nevertheless, she was constrained to admit that there was no diminution of his love for her, and it chastened her to think so.  “Would it be the same with me, if I—?” she half framed the sentence, blushing remorsefully while she denied that anything could change her great love for her brother.  She had caught a glimpse of Wilfrid’s suppleness and selfishness.  Contrasting him with Merthyr, she was singularly smitten with shame, she knew not why.

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