The Complete Essays of John Galsworthy eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 213 pages of information about The Complete Essays of John Galsworthy.

The Complete Essays of John Galsworthy eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 213 pages of information about The Complete Essays of John Galsworthy.
sunk in its most private moods.  I seemed to see her little restless, furtive, utterly unmoral soul, so stripped of all defence, as if she had taken it from her heart and handed it out to me.  I saw that she was one of those whose hands slip as indifferently into others’ pockets as into their own; incapable of fidelity, and incapable of trusting; quick as cats, and as devoid of application; ready to scratch, ready to purr, ready to scratch again; quick to change, and secretly as unchangeable as a little pebble.  And I thought:  “Here we are, taking her to the Zoo (by no means for the first time, if demeanour be any guide), and we shall put her in a cage, and make her sew, and give her good books which she will not read; and she will sew, and walk up and down, until we let her out; then she will return to her old haunts, and at once go prowling and do exactly the same again, what ever it was, until we catch her and lock her up once more.  And in this way we shall go on purifying Society until she dies.”  And I thought:  If indeed she had been created cat in body as well as in soul, we should not have treated her thus, but should have said:  ’Go on, little cat, you scratch us sometimes, you steal often, you are as sensual as the night.  All this we cannot help.  It is your nature.  So were you made—­we know you cannot change—­you amuse us!  Go on, little cat!’ Would it not then be better, and less savoury of humbug if we said the same to her whose cat-soul has chanced into this human shape?  For assuredly she will but pilfer, and scratch a little, and be mildly vicious, in her little life, and do no desperate harm, having but poor capacity for evil behind that petty, thin-upped mask.  What is the good of all this padlock business for such as she; are we not making mountains out of her mole hills?  Where is our sense of proportion, and our sense of humour?  Why try to alter the make and shape of Nature with our petty chisels?  Or, if we must take care of her, to save ourselves, in the name of Heaven let us do it in a better way than this!  And suddenly I remembered that I was a Grand Juryman, a purifier of Society, who had brought her bill in true; and, that I might not think these thoughts unworthy of a good citizen, I turned my eyes away from her and took up my list of indictments.  Yes, there she was, at least so I decided:  Number 42, “Pilson, Jenny:  Larceny, pocket-picking.”  And I turned my memory back to the evidence about her case, but I could not remember a single word.  In the margin I had noted:  “Incorrigible from a child up; bad surroundings.”  And a mad impulse came over me to go back to my window and call through the bars to her:  “Jenny Pilson!  Jenny Pilson!  It was I who bred you and surrounded you with evil!  It was I who caught you for being what I made you!  I brought your bill in true!  I judged you, and I caged you!  Jenny Pilson!  Jenny Pilson!” But just as I reached the window, the door of my waiting-room was fortunately opened, and a voice said:  “Now, sir; at your service!"...

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