BOOK THE FOURTH.

Some personal things.

4.1.  Personal love and life.

It has been most convenient to discuss all that might be generalized about conduct first, to put in the common background, the vistas and atmosphere of the scene.  But a man’s relations are of two orders, and these questions of rule and principle are over and about and round more vivid and immediate interests.  A man is not simply a relationship between his individual self and the race, society, the world and God’s Purpose.  Close about him are persons, friends and enemies and lovers and beloved people.  He desires them, lusts after them, craves their affection, needs their presence, abhors them, hates and desires to limit and suppress them.  This is for most of us the flesh and blood of life.  We go through the noble scene of the world neither alone, nor alone with God, nor serving an undistinguishable multitude, but in a company of individualized people.

Here is a system of motives and passions, imperious and powerful, which follows no broad general rule and in which each man must needs be a light unto himself upon innumerable issues.  I am satisfied that these personal urgencies are neither to be suppressed nor crudely nor ruthlessly subordinated to the general issues.  Religious and moral teachers are apt to make this part of life either too detached or too insignificant.  They teach it either as if it did not matter or as if it ought not to matter.  Indeed our individual friends and enemies stand between us and hide or interpret for us all the larger things.  Few of us can even worship alone.  We must feel others, and those not strangers, kneeling beside us.

I have already spoken under the heading of Beliefs of the part that the idea of a Mediator has played and can play in the religious life.  I have pointed out how the imagination of men has sought and found in certain personalities, historical or fictitious, a bridge between the blood-warm private life and the intolerable spaciousness of right and wrong.  The world is full of such figures and their images, Christ and Mary and the Saints and all the lesser, dearer gods of heathendom.  These things and the human passion for living leaders and heroes and leagues and brotherhoods all confess the mediatory role, the mediatory possibilities of personal love between the individual and the great synthesis of which he is a part and agent.  The great synthesis may become incarnate in personal love, and personal love lead us directly to universal service.

I write “may” and temper that sentence to the quality of a possibility alone.  This is only true for those who believe, for those who have faith, whose lives have been unified, who have found Salvation.  For those whose lives are chaotic, personal loves must also be chaotic; this or that passion, malice, a jesting humour, some physical lust, gratified vanity, egotistical pride, will rule and limit the relationship and colour its ultimate futility.  But the Believer uses personal love and sustains himself by personal love.  It is his provender, the meat and drink of his campaign.