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This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 484 pages of information about Dracula.

“You do not know me,” I said.  “When you have read those papers, my own diary and my husband’s also, which I have typed, you will know me better.  I have not faltered in giving every thought of my own heart in this cause.  But, of course, you do not know me, yet, and I must not expect you to trust me so far.”

He is certainly a man of noble nature.  Poor dear Lucy was right about him.  He stood up and opened a large drawer, in which were arranged in order a number of hollow cylinders of metal covered with dark wax, and said,

“You are quite right.  I did not trust you because I did not know you.  But I know you now, and let me say that I should have known you long ago.  I know that Lucy told you of me.  She told me of you too.  May I make the only atonement in my power?  Take the cylinders and hear them.  The first half-dozen of them are personal to me, and they will not horrify you.  Then you will know me better.  Dinner will by then be ready.  In the meantime I shall read over some of these documents, and shall be better able to understand certain things.”

He carried the phonograph himself up to my sitting room and adjusted it for me.  Now I shall learn something pleasant, I am sure.  For it will tell me the other side of a true love episode of which I know one side already.

DR. SEWARD’S DIARY

29 September.—­I was so absorbed in that wonderful diary of Jonathan Harker and that other of his wife that I let the time run on without thinking.  Mrs. Harker was not down when the maid came to announce dinner, so I said, “She is possibly tired.  Let dinner wait an hour,” and I went on with my work.  I had just finished Mrs. Harker’s diary, when she came in.  She looked sweetly pretty, but very sad, and her eyes were flushed with crying.  This somehow moved me much.  Of late I have had cause for tears, God knows!  But the relief of them was denied me, and now the sight of those sweet eyes, brightened by recent tears, went straight to my heart.  So I said as gently as I could, “I greatly fear I have distressed you.”

“Oh, no, not distressed me,” she replied.  “But I have been more touched than I can say by your grief.  That is a wonderful machine, but it is cruelly true.  It told me, in its very tones, the anguish of your heart.  It was like a soul crying out to Almighty God.  No one must hear them spoken ever again!  See, I have tried to be useful.  I have copied out the words on my typewriter, and none other need now hear your heart beat, as I did.”

“No one need ever know, shall ever know,” I said in a low voice.  She laid her hand on mine and said very gravely, “Ah, but they must!”

“Must!  But why?” I asked.

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