Alas! to judge from the gloom and terror in the depth
of the poor minister’s eyes, the battle was
a sore one, and the victory anything but secure.
X. THE LEECH AND HIS PATIENT
Old Roger Chillingworth, throughout life, had been
calm in temperament, kindly, though not of warm affections,
but ever, and in all his relations with the world,
a pure and upright man. He had begun an investigation,
as he imagined, with the severe and equal integrity
of a judge, desirous only of truth, even as if the
question involved no more than the air-drawn lines
and figures of a geometrical problem, instead of human
passions, and wrongs inflicted on himself. But,
as he proceeded, a terrible fascination, a kind of
fierce, though still calm, necessity, seized the old
man within its gripe, and never set him free again
until he had done all its bidding. He now dug
into the poor clergyman’s heart, like a miner
searching for gold; or, rather, like a sexton delving
into a grave, possibly in quest of a jewel that had
been buried on the dead man’s bosom, but likely
to find nothing save mortality and corruption.
Alas, for his own soul, if these were what he sought!
Sometimes a light glimmered out of the physician’s
eyes, burning blue and ominous, like the reflection
of a furnace, or, let us say, like one of those gleams
of ghastly fire that darted from Bunyan’s awful
doorway in the hillside, and quivered on the pilgrim’s
face. The soil where this dark miner was working
had perchance shown indications that encouraged him.
“This man,” said he, at one such moment,
to himself, “pure as they deem him—all
spiritual as he seems—hath inherited a
strong animal nature from his father or his mother.
Let us dig a little further in the direction of this
vein!”
Then after long search into the minister’s dim
interior, and turning over many precious materials,
in the shape of high aspirations for the welfare of
his race, warm love of souls, pure sentiments, natural
piety, strengthened by thought and study, and illuminated
by revelation—all of which invaluable gold
was perhaps no better than rubbish to the seeker—he
would turn back, discouraged, and begin his quest
towards another point. He groped along as stealthily,
with as cautious a tread, and as wary an outlook,
as a thief entering a chamber where a man lies only
half asleep—or, it may be, broad awake—with
purpose to steal the very treasure which this man guards
as the apple of his eye. In spite of his premeditated
carefulness, the floor would now and then creak; his
garments would rustle; the shadow of his presence,
in a forbidden proximity, would be thrown across his
victim. In other words, Mr. Dimmesdale, whose
sensibility of nerve often produced the effect of spiritual
intuition, would become vaguely aware that something
inimical to his peace had thrust itself into relation
with him. But Old Roger Chillingworth, too,
had perceptions that were almost intuitive; and when
the minister threw his startled eyes towards him,
there the physician sat; his kind, watchful, sympathising,
but never intrusive friend.