Complete Project Gutenberg John Galsworthy Works eBook

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Complete Project Gutenberg John Galsworthy Works eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 6,432 pages of information about Complete Project Gutenberg John Galsworthy Works.

Then followed a long passage about what he would gain if he succeeded, about all that he was risking, the impossibility of failure, if he kept his wits about him.  “It’s only a matter of two months or so,” he went on; “stay where you are, dear, or go to my Dad.  He’ll be glad to have you.  There’s my mother’s room.  There’s no one to say ‘No’ to your fiddle there; you can play it by the sea; and on dark nights you’ll have the stars dancing to you over the water as thick as bees.  I’ve looked at them often, thinking of you....”

Pasiance had whispered to me, “Don’t read that bit,” and afterwards I left it out....  Then the sensuous side of him shows up:  “When I’ve brought this off, there’s the whole world before us.  There are places I can take you to.  There’s one I know, not too warm and not too cold, where you can sit all day in the shade and watch the creepers, and the cocoa-palms, still as still; nothing to do or care about; all the fruits you can think of; no noise but the parrots and the streams, and a splash when a nigger dives into a water-hole.  Pasiance, we’ll go there!  With an eighty-ton craft there’s no sea we couldn’t know.  The world’s a fine place for those who go out to take it; there’s lots of unknown stuff’ in it yet.  I’ll fill your lap, my pretty, so full of treasures that you shan’t know yourself.  A man wasn’t meant to sit at home....”

Throughout this letter—­for all its real passion—­one could feel how the man was holding to his purpose—­the rather sordid purpose of this venture.  He’s unconscious of it; for he is in love with her; but he must be furthering his own ends.  He is vital—­horribly vital!  I wonder less now that she should have yielded.

What visions hasn’t he dangled before her.  There was physical attraction, too—­I haven’t forgotten the look I saw on her face at Black Mill.  But when all’s said and done, she married him, because she’s Pasiance Voisey, who does things and wants “to get back.”  And she lies there dying; not he nor any other man will ever take her away.  It’s pitiful to think of him tingling with passion, writing that letter to this doomed girl in that dark hole of a saloon.  “I’ve wanted money,” he wrote, “ever since I was a little chap sitting in the fields among the cows....  I want it for you now, and I mean to have it.  I’ve studied the thing two years; I know what I know....

“The moment this is in the post I leave for London.  There are a hundred things to look after still; I can’t trust myself within reach of you again till the anchor’s weighed.  When I re-christened her the Pied Witch, I thought of you—­you witch to me....”

There followed a solemn entreaty to her to be on the path leading to the cove at seven o’clock on Wednesday evening (that is, to-morrow) when he would come ashore and bid her good-bye.  It was signed, “Your loving husband, Zachary Pearse....”

I lay at the edge of that cornfield a long time; it was very peaceful.  The church bells had begun to ring.  The long shadows came stealing out from the sheaves; woodpigeons rose one by one, and flapped off to roost; the western sky was streaked with red, and all the downs and combe bathed in the last sunlight.  Perfect harvest weather; but oppressively still, the stillness of suspense....

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