Six? There were seven; but in charity to the
biographer the seventh ought not to be exposed.
Still, he hung it out himself, and not only hung
it out, but thought it was a good point in Shelley’s
favor. For two years Shelley found sympathy
and intellectual food and all that at home; there
was enough for spiritual and mental support, but not
enough for luxury; and so, at the end of the contented
two years, this latter detail justifies him in going
bag and baggage over to Cornelia Turner and supplying
the rest of his need in the way of surplus sympathy
and intellectual pie unlawfully. By the same
reasoning a man in merely comfortable circumstances
may rob a bank without sin.
III
It is 1814, it is the 16th of March, Shelley has,
written his letter, he has been in the Boinville paradise
a month, his deserted wife is in her husbandless home.
Mischief had been wrought. It is the biographer
who concedes this. We greatly need some light
on Harriet’s side of the case now; we need to
know how she enjoyed the month, but there is no way
to inform ourselves; there seems to be a strange absence
of documents and letters and diaries on that side.
Shelley kept a diary, the approaching Mary Godwin
kept a diary, her father kept one, her half-sister
by marriage, adoption, and the dispensation of God
kept one, and the entire tribe and all its friends
wrote and received letters, and the letters were kept
and are producible when this biography needs them;
but there are only three or four scraps of Harriet’s
writing, and no diary. Harriet wrote plenty of
letters to her husband—nobody knows where
they are, I suppose; she wrote plenty of letters to
other people—apparently they have disappeared,
too. Peacock says she wrote good letters, but
apparently interested people had sagacity enough to
mislay them in time. After all her industry she
went down into her grave and lies silent there—silent,
when she has so much need to speak. We can only
wonder at this mystery, not account for it.
No, there is no way of finding out what Harriet’s
state of feeling was during the month that Shelley
was disporting himself in the Bracknell paradise.
We have to fall back upon conjecture, as our fabulist
does when he has nothing more substantial to work
with. Then we easily conjecture that as the
days dragged by Harriet’s heart grew heavier
and heavier under its two burdens—shame
and resentment: the shame of being pointed at
and gossiped about as a deserted wife, and resentment
against the woman who had beguiled her husband from
her and now kept him in a disreputable captivity.
Deserted wives—deserted whether for cause
or without cause—find small charity among
the virtuous and the discreet. We conjecture
that one after another the neighbors ceased to call;
that one after another they got to being “engaged”
when Harriet called; that finally they one after the
other cut her dead on the street; that after that
she stayed in the house daytimes, and brooded over
her sorrows, and nighttimes did the same, there being
nothing else to do with the heavy hours and the silence
and solitude and the dreary intervals which sleep
should have charitably bridged, but didn’t.
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