Personal Recollections of Joan of Arc — Volume 1 eBook

That was all.  Then she and her parents left us.  When their footfalls had died out in the distance down the empty stone corridors an uncanny silence and solemnity ensued which was dismaler to me than the mute march past the bastilles.  We sat looking vacantly at each other, and it was easy to see that no one there was comfortable.  The longer we sat so, the more deadly still that stillness got to be; and when the wind began to moan around the house presently, it made me sick and miserable, and I wished I had been brave enough to be a coward this time, for indeed it is no proper shame to be afraid of ghosts, seeing how helpless the living are in their hands.  And then these ghosts were invisible, which made the matter the worse, as it seemed to me.  They might be in the room with us at that moment—­we could not know.  I felt airy touches on my shoulders and my hair, and I shrank from them and cringed, and was not ashamed to show this fear, for I saw the others doing the like, and knew that they were feeling those faint contacts too.  As this went on—­oh, eternities it seemed, the time dragged so drearily—­all those faces became as wax, and I seemed sitting with a congress of the dead.

At last, faint and far and weird and slow, came a “boom!—­boom!—­boom!”—­a distant bell tolling midnight.  When the last stroke died, that depressing stillness followed again, and as before I was staring at those waxen faces and feeling those airy touches on my hair and my shoulders once more.

One minute—­two minutes—­three minutes of this, then we heard a long deep groan, and everybody sprang up and stood, with his legs quaking.  It came from that little dungeon.  There was a pause, then we herd muffled sobbings, mixed with pitiful ejaculations.  Then there was a second voice, low and not distinct, and the one seemed trying to comfort the other; and so the two voices went on, with moanings, and soft sobbings, and, ah, the tones were so full of compassion and sorry and despair!  Indeed, it made one’s heart sore to hear it.

But those sounds were so real and so human and so moving that the idea of ghosts passed straight out of our minds, and Sir Jean de Metz spoke out and said: 

“Come! we will smash that wall and set those poor captives free.  Here, with your ax!”

The Dwarf jumped forward, swinging his great ax with both hands, and others sprang for torches and brought them.

Bang!—­whang!—­slam!—­smash went the ancient bricks, and there was a hole an ox could pass through.  We plunged within and held up the torches.

Nothing there but vacancy!  On the floor lay a rusty sword and a rotten fan.

Now you know all that I know.  Take the pathetic relics, and weave about them the romance of the dungeon’s long-vanished inmates as best you can.

Chapter 20 Joan Makes Cowards Brave Victors