The Patrician eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 339 pages of information about The Patrician.

The moment of desperate beauty caught Barbara by the throat.  Its spirit of galloping wildness flew straight into her heart.  She clasped her hands across her breast to try and keep that moment.  Far out, a cuckoo hooted-and the immortal call passed on the wind.  In that call all the beauty, and colour, and rapture of life seemed to be flying by.  If she could only seize and evermore have it in her heart, as the buttercups out there imprisoned the sun, or the fallen raindrops on the sweetbriars round the windows enclosed all changing light!  If only there were no chains, no walls, and finality were dead!

Her clock struck ten.  At this time to-morrow!  Her cheeks turned hot; in a mirror she could see them burning, her lips scornfully curved, her eyes strange.  Standing there, she looked long at herself, till, little by little, her face lost every vestige of that disturbance, became solid and resolute again.  She ceased to have the galloping wild feeling in her heart, and instead felt cold.  Detached from herself she watched, with contentment, her own calm and radiant beauty resume the armour it had for that moment put off.

After dinner that night, when the men left the dining-hall, Miltoun slipped away to his den.  Of all those present in the little church he had seemed most unemotional, and had been most moved.  Though it had been so quiet and private a wedding, he had resented all cheap festivity accompanying the passing of his young sister.  He would have had that ceremony in the little dark disused chapel at the Court; those two, and the priest alone.  Here, in this half-pagan little country church smothered hastily in flowers, with the raw singing of the half-pagan choir, and all the village curiosity and homage-everything had jarred, and the stale aftermath sickened him.  Changing his swallow-tail to an old smoking jacket, he went out on to the lawn.  In the wide darkness he could rid himself of his exasperation.

Since the day of his election he had not once been at Monkland; since Mrs. Noel’s flight he had never left London.  In London and work he had buried himself; by London and work he had saved himself!  He had gone down into the battle.

Dew had not yet fallen, and he took the path across the fields.  There was no moon, no stars, no wind; the cattle were noiseless under the trees; there were no owls calling, no night-jars churring, the fly-by-night chafers were not abroad.  The stream alone was alive in the quiet darkness.  And as Miltoun followed the wispy line of grey path cleaving the dim glamour of daisies and buttercups, there came to him the feeling that he was in the presence, not of sleep, but of eternal waiting.  The sound of his footfalls seemed desecration.  So devotional was that hush, burning the spicy incense of millions of leaves and blades of grass.

Crossing the last stile he came out, close to her deserted cottage, under her lime-tree, which on the night of Courtier’s adventure had hung blue-black round the moon.  On that side, only a rail, and a few shrubs confined her garden.

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