Five Tales eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 368 pages of information about Five Tales.

Five Tales eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 368 pages of information about Five Tales.

Lowering the lamp, he turned his face towards the fire.  Perhaps he would get a sleep before that boring dinner at the Tellasson’s.  He wished it were vacation, and Maisie back from school.  A widower for many years, he had lost the habit of a woman about him; yet to-night he had a positive yearning for the society of his young daughter, with her quick ways, and bright, dark eyes.  Curious what perpetual need of a woman some men had!  His brother Laurence—­wasted—­all through women—­atrophy of willpower!  A man on the edge of things; living from hand to mouth; his gifts all down at heel!  One would have thought the Scottish strain might have saved him; and yet, when a Scotsman did begin to go downhill, who could go faster?  Curious that their mother’s blood should have worked so differently in her two sons.  He himself had always felt he owed all his success to it.

His thoughts went off at a tangent to a certain issue troubling his legal conscience.  He had not wavered in the usual assumption of omniscience, but he was by no means sure that he had given right advice.  Well!  Without that power to decide and hold to decision in spite of misgiving, one would never have been fit for one’s position at the Bar, never have been fit for anything.  The longer he lived, the more certain he became of the prime necessity of virile and decisive action in all the affairs of life.  A word and a blow—­and the blow first!  Doubts, hesitations, sentiment the muling and puking of this twilight age—!  And there welled up on his handsome face a smile that was almost devilish—­the tricks of firelight are so many!  It faded again in sheer drowsiness; he slept....

He woke with a start, having a feeling of something out beyond the light, and without turning his head said:  “What’s that?” There came a sound as if somebody had caught his breath.  He turned up the lamp.

“Who’s there?”

A voice over by the door answered: 

“Only I—­Larry.”

Something in the tone, or perhaps just being startled out of sleep like this, made him shiver.  He said: 

“I was asleep.  Come in!”

It was noticeable that he did not get up, or even turn his head, now that he knew who it was, but waited, his half-closed eyes fixed on the fire, for his brother to come forward.  A visit from Laurence was not an unmixed blessing.  He could hear him breathing, and became conscious of a scent of whisky.  Why could not the fellow at least abstain when he was coming here!  It was so childish, so lacking in any sense of proportion or of decency!  And he said sharply: 

“Well, Larry, what is it?”

It was always something.  He often wondered at the strength of that sense of trusteeship, which kept him still tolerant of the troubles, amenable to the petitions of this brother of his; or was it just “blood” feeling, a Highland sense of loyalty to kith and kin; an old-time quality which judgment and half his instincts told him was weakness but which, in spite of all, bound him to the distressful fellow?  Was he drunk now, that he kept lurking out there by the door?  And he said less sharply: 

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