Under Western Eyes eBook

Joseph M. Carey
This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 332 pages of information about Under Western Eyes.

That had been a waking act; and then the dream had him again:  Prussia, Saxony, Wurtemberg, faces, sights, words—­all a dream, observed with an angry, compelled attention.  Zurich, Geneva—­still a dream, minutely followed, wearing one into harsh laughter, to fury, to death—­with the fear of awakening at the end.

II

“Perhaps life is just that,” reflected Razumov, pacing to and fro under the trees of the little island, all alone with the bronze statue of Rousseau.  “A dream and a fear.”  The dusk deepened.  The pages written over and torn out of his notebook were the first-fruit of his “mission.”  No dream that.  They contained the assurance that he was on the eve of real discoveries.  “I think there is no longer anything in the way of my being completely accepted.”

He had resumed his impressions in those pages, some of the conversations.  He even went so far as to write:  “By the by, I have discovered the personality of that terrible N.N.  A horrible, paunchy brute.  If I hear anything of his future movements I shall send a warning.”

The futility of all this overcame him like a curse.  Even then he could not believe in the reality of his mission.  He looked round despairingly, as if for some way to redeem his existence from that unconquerable feeling.  He crushed angrily in his hand the pages of the notebook.  “This must be posted,” he thought.

He gained the bridge and returned to the north shore, where he remembered having seen in one of the narrower streets a little obscure shop stocked with cheap wood carvings, its walls lined with extremely dirty cardboard-bound volumes of a small circulating library.  They sold stationery there, too.  A morose, shabby old man dozed behind the counter.  A thin woman in black, with a sickly face, produced the envelope he had asked for without even looking at him.  Razumov thought that these people were safe to deal with because they no longer cared for anything in the world.  He addressed the envelope on the counter with the German name of a certain person living in Vienna.  But Razumov knew that this, his first communication for Councillor Mikulin, would find its way to the Embassy there, be copied in cypher by somebody trustworthy, and sent on to its destination, all safe, along with the diplomatic correspondence.  That was the arrangement contrived to cover up the track of the information from all unfaithful eyes, from all indiscretions, from all mishaps and treacheries.  It was to make him safe—­absolutely safe.

He wandered out of the wretched shop and made for the post office.  It was then that I saw him for the second time that day.  He was crossing the Rue Mont Blanc with every appearance of an aimless stroller.  He did not recognize me, but I made him out at some distance.  He was very good-looking, I thought, this remarkable friend of Miss Haldin’s brother.  I watched him go up to the letter-box and then retrace his steps.  Again he passed me very close, but I am certain he did not see me that time, either.  He carried his head well up, but he had the expression of a somnambulist struggling with the very dream which drives him forth to wander in dangerous places.  My thoughts reverted to Natalia Haldin, to her mother.  He was all that was left to them of their son and brother.

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