Before the building was completed we passed through some very trying seasons.  More than once our hearts were made to bleed, as it were, because bills were falling due that we did not have the money to meet.  Perhaps no one who has not gone through the experience, month after month, of trying to erect buildings and provide equipment for a school when no one knew where the money was to come from, can properly appreciate the difficulties under which we laboured.  During the first years at Tuskegee I recall that night after night I would roll and toss on my bed, without sleep, because of the anxiety and uncertainty which we were in regarding money.  I knew that, in a large degree, we were trying an experiment—­that of testing whether or not it was possible for Negroes to build up and control the affairs of a large education institution.  I knew that if we failed it would injure the whole race.  I knew that the presumption was against us.  I knew that in the case of white people beginning such an enterprise it would be taken for granted that they were going to succeed, but in our case I felt that people would be surprised if we succeeded.  All this made a burden which pressed down on us, sometimes, it seemed, at the rate of a thousand pounds to the square inch.

In all our difficulties and anxieties, however, I never went to a white or a black person in the town of Tuskegee for any assistance that was in their power to render, without being helped according to their means.  More than a dozen times, when bills figuring up into the hundreds of dollars were falling due, I applied to the white men of Tuskegee for small loans, often borrowing small amounts from as many as a half-dozen persons, to meet our obligations.  One thing I was determined to do from the first, and that was to keep the credit of the school high; and this, I think I can say without boasting, we have done all through these years.

I shall always remember a bit of advice given me by Mr. George W. Campbell, the white man to whom I have referred to as the one who induced General Armstrong to send me to Tuskegee.  Soon after I entered upon the work Mr. Campbell said to me, in his fatherly way:  “Washington, always remember that credit is capital.”

At one time when we were in the greatest distress for money that we ever experienced, I placed the situation frankly before General Armstrong.  Without hesitation he gave me his personal check for all the money which he had saved for his own use.  This was not the only time that General Armstrong helped Tuskegee in this way.  I do not think I have ever made this fact public before.

During the summer of 1882, at the end of the first year’s work of the school, I was married to Miss Fannie N. Smith, of Malden, W. Va.  We began keeping house in Tuskegee early in the fall.  This made a home for our teachers, who now had been increase to four in number.  My wife was also a graduate of the Hampton Institute.  After earnest and constant work in the interests of the school, together with her housekeeping duties, my wife passed away in May, 1884.  One child, Portia M. Washington, was born during our marriage.