Sons and Lovers eBook

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After vain efforts, she began to shiver, partly from contact with the stone, and from exhaustion.  Fearful always for the unborn child, she wondered what she could do for warmth.  She went down to the coal-house, where there was an old hearthrug she had carried out for the rag-man the day before.  This she wrapped over her shoulders.  It was warm, if grimy.  Then she walked up and down the garden path, peeping every now and then under the blind, knocking, and telling herself that in the end the very strain of his position must wake him.

At last, after about an hour, she rapped long and low at the window.  Gradually the sound penetrated to him.  When, in despair, she had ceased to tap, she saw him stir, then lift his face blindly.  The labouring of his heart hurt him into consciousness.  She rapped imperatively at the window.  He started awake.  Instantly she saw his fists set and his eyes glare.  He had not a grain of physical fear.  If it had been twenty burglars, he would have gone blindly for them.  He glared round, bewildered, but prepared to fight.

“Open the door, Walter,” she said coldly.

His hands relaxed.  It dawned on him what he had done.  His head dropped, sullen and dogged.  She saw him hurry to the door, heard the bolt chock.  He tried the latch.  It opened—­and there stood the silver-grey night, fearful to him, after the tawny light of the lamp.  He hurried back.

When Mrs. Morel entered, she saw him almost running through the door to the stairs.  He had ripped his collar off his neck in his haste to be gone ere she came in, and there it lay with bursten button-holes.  It made her angry.

She warmed and soothed herself.  In her weariness forgetting everything, she moved about at the little tasks that remained to be done, set his breakfast, rinsed his pit-bottle, put his pit-clothes on the hearth to warm, set his pit-boots beside them, put him out a clean scarf and snap-bag and two apples, raked the fire, and went to bed.  He was already dead asleep.  His narrow black eyebrows were drawn up in a sort of peevish misery into his forehead while his cheeks’ down-strokes, and his sulky mouth, seemed to be saying:  “I don’t care who you are nor what you are, I shall have my own way.”

Mrs. Morel knew him too well to look at him.  As she unfastened her brooch at the mirror, she smiled faintly to see her face all smeared with the yellow dust of lilies.  She brushed it off, and at last lay down.  For some time her mind continued snapping and jetting sparks, but she was asleep before her husband awoke from the first sleep of his drunkenness.

CHAPTER II

THE BIRTH OF PAUL, AND ANOTHER BATTLE

After such a scene as the last, Walter Morel was for some days abashed and ashamed, but he soon regained his old bullying indifference.  Yet there was a slight shrinking, a diminishing in his assurance.  Physically even, he shrank, and his fine full presence waned.  He never grew in the least stout, so that, as he sank from his erect, assertive bearing, his physique seemed to contract along with his pride and moral strength.

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