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Sons and Lovers eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 470 pages of information about Sons and Lovers.

She became aware of something about her.  With an effort she roused herself to see what it was that penetrated her consciousness.  The tall white lilies were reeling in the moonlight, and the air was charged with their perfume, as with a presence.  Mrs. Morel gasped slightly in fear.  She touched the big, pallid flowers on their petals, then shivered.  They seemed to be stretching in the moonlight.  She put her hand into one white bin:  the gold scarcely showed on her fingers by moonlight.  She bent down to look at the binful of yellow pollen; but it only appeared dusky.  Then she drank a deep draught of the scent.  It almost made her dizzy.

Mrs. Morel leaned on the garden gate, looking out, and she lost herself awhile.  She did not know what she thought.  Except for a slight feeling of sickness, and her consciousness in the child, herself melted out like scent into the shiny, pale air.  After a time the child, too, melted with her in the mixing-pot of moonlight, and she rested with the hills and lilies and houses, all swum together in a kind of swoon.

When she came to herself she was tired for sleep.  Languidly she looked about her; the clumps of white phlox seemed like bushes spread with linen; a moth ricochetted over them, and right across the garden.  Following it with her eye roused her.  A few whiffs of the raw, strong scent of phlox invigorated her.  She passed along the path, hesitating at the white rose-bush.  It smelled sweet and simple.  She touched the white ruffles of the roses.  Their fresh scent and cool, soft leaves reminded her of the morning-time and sunshine.  She was very fond of them.  But she was tired, and wanted to sleep.  In the mysterious out-of-doors she felt forlorn.

There was no noise anywhere.  Evidently the children had not been wakened, or had gone to sleep again.  A train, three miles away, roared across the valley.  The night was very large, and very strange, stretching its hoary distances infinitely.  And out of the silver-grey fog of darkness came sounds vague and hoarse:  a corncrake not far off, sound of a train like a sigh, and distant shouts of men.

Her quietened heart beginning to beat quickly again, she hurried down the side garden to the back of the house.  Softly she lifted the latch; the door was still bolted, and hard against her.  She rapped gently, waited, then rapped again.  She must not rouse the children, nor the neighbours.  He must be asleep, and he would not wake easily.  Her heart began to burn to be indoors.  She clung to the door-handle.  Now it was cold; she would take a chill, and in her present condition!

Putting her apron over her head and her arms, she hurried again to the side garden, to the window of the kitchen.  Leaning on the sill, she could just see, under the blind, her husband’s arms spread out on the table, and his black head on the board.  He was sleeping with his face lying on the table.  Something in his attitude made her feel tired of things.  The lamp was burning smokily; she could tell by the copper colour of the light.  She tapped at the window more and more noisily.  Almost it seemed as if the glass would break.  Still he did not wake up.

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