Jerome, A Poor Man eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 527 pages of information about Jerome, A Poor Man.

Jerome, A Poor Man eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 527 pages of information about Jerome, A Poor Man.

“What a beautiful night it is!” said Lucina, tilting her face up towards the stars.

“Beautiful!” said Jerome, looking at her, breathlessly.

“I never saw the stars so thick,” said she, musingly.  “Everybody has his own star, you know.  I wonder which my star is, and yours.  Did you ever think of it?”

“I guess my star isn’t there,” said Jerome.

“Why, yes,” cried Lucina, earnestly, “it must be!”

“No, it isn’t there,” repeated Jerome, with a soft emphasis on the last word.

Lucina looked up at him, then her eyes fell before his.  She laughed confusedly.  “Did you know what I came to your house to-night for?” said she, trying to speak unconsciously.

“To see Elmira?”

“No, to give both of you an invitation to tea at Aunt Camilla’s to-morrow afternoon at five o’clock.”

“I am very much obliged to you,” said Jerome, “but—­”

“You cannot come?”

“No, I am afraid not.”

“The tea is to be in the arbor in the garden, the way it was that other time, when we were both children; there is to be plum-cake and the best pink cups.  Nobody is asked but you and your sister and Lawrence Prescott,” said Lucina, but with no insistence in her voice.  Her gentle pride was up.

“I am very much obliged, but I am afraid I can’t come,” Jerome said, pleadingly.

Lucina did not say another word.

Jerome glanced down at her, and her fair face, between the folds of her white shawl, had a look which smote his heart, so full it was of maiden dignity and yet of the surprise of pain.

A new consideration came to Jerome.  “Why should I stay away from her, refuse all her little invitations, and treat her so?” he thought.  “What if I do get to wanting her more, and get hurt, if it pleases her?  There is no danger for her; she does not care about me, and will not.  The suffering will all be on my side.  I guess I can bear it; if it pleases her to have me come I will do it.  I have been thinking only of myself, and what is a hurt to myself in comparison with a little pleasure for her?  She has asked me to this tea-party, and here I am hurting her by refusing, because I am so afraid of getting hurt myself!”

Suddenly Jerome looked at Lucina, with a patient and tender smile that her father might have worn for her.  “I shall be very happy to come,” said he.

“Not unless you can make it perfectly convenient,” Lucina replied, with cold sweetness; “I would rather not urge you.”

“It will be perfectly convenient,” said Jerome.  “I thought at first I ought not to go, that was all.”

“Of course, Aunt Camilla and I will be very happy to have you come, if you can,” said Lucina.  Still, she was not appeased.  Jerome’s hesitating acceptance of this last invitation had hurt her more than all that had gone before.  She began to wish, with a great pang of shame, that she had not gone to his house that night, had not tried to see him, had not proposed this miserable party.  Perhaps he did mean to slight her, after all, though nobody ever had before, and how she had followed him up!

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