Scenes of Clerical Life eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 530 pages of information about Scenes of Clerical Life.

Scenes of Clerical Life eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 530 pages of information about Scenes of Clerical Life.

‘What do you mean, Maynard?’ said Caterina, with anger flashing from her eyes.  ’Do you mean that I let him make love to me?  What right have you to think that of me?  What do you mean that you saw yesterday evening?’

’Do not be angry, Caterina.  I don’t suspect you of doing wrong.  I only suspect that heartless puppy of behaving so as to keep awake feelings in you that not only destroy your own peace of mind, but may lead to very bad consequences with regard to others.  I want to warn you that Miss Assher has her eyes open on what passes between you and Captain Wybrow, and I feel sure she is getting jealous of you.  Pray be very careful, Caterina, and try to behave with politeness and indifference to him.  You must see by this time that he is not worth the feeling you have given him.  He’s more disturbed at his pulse beating one too many in a minute, than at all the misery he has caused you by his foolish tritling.’

‘You ought not to speak so of him, Maynard,’ said Caterina, passionately.  ’He is not what you think.  He did care for me; he did love me; only he wanted to do what his uncle wished.’

’O to be sure!  I know it is only from the most virtuous motives that he does what is convenient to himself.’

Mr. Gilfil paused.  He felt that he was getting irritated, and defeating his own object.  Presently he continued in a calm and affectionate tone.

’I will say no more about what I think of him, Caterina.  But whether he loved you or not, his position now with Miss Assher is such that any love you may cherish for him can bring nothing but misery.  God knows, I don’t expect you to leave off loving him at a moment’s notice.  Time and absence, and trying to do what is right, are the only cures.  If it were not that Sir Christopher and Lady Cheverel would be displeased and puzzled at your wishing to leave home just now, I would beg you to pay a visit to my sister.  She and her husband are good creatures, and would make their house a home to you.  But I could not urge the thing just now without giving a special reason; and what is most of all to be dreaded is the raising of any suspicion in Sir Christopher’s mind of what has happened in the past, or of your present feelings.  You think so too, don’t you, Tina?’

Mr. Gilfil paused again, but Caterina said nothing.  She was looking away from him, out of the window, and her eyes were filling with tears.  He rose, and, advancing a little towards her, held out his hand and said, —­’Forgive me, Caterina, for intruding on your feelings in this way.  I was so afraid you might not be aware how Miss Assher watched you.  Remember, I entreat you, that the peace of the whole family depends on your power of governing yourself.  Only say you forgive me before I go.’

‘Dear, good Maynard,’ she said, stretching out her little hand, and taking two of his large fingers in her grasp, while her tears flowed fast; ’I am very cross to you.  But my heart is breaking.  I don’t know what I do.  Good-bye.’

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