As I ran up the steep of the rock, I could not see
what they were doing, but the sheep must have fought
very bravely at last, and yielded his ground quite
slowly, and I hoped almost to save him. But just
as my head topped the platform of rock, I saw him
flung from it backward, with a sad low moan and a
gurgle. His body made quite a short noise in the
air, like a bucket thrown down a well shaft, and I
could not tell when it struck the water, except by
the echo among the rocks. So wroth was I with
the goat at the moment (being somewhat scant of breath
and unable to consider), that I caught him by the
right hind-leg, before he could turn from his victory,
and hurled him after the sheep, to learn how he liked
his own compulsion.
ANOTHER DANGEROUS INTERVIEW
[Illustration: 152.jpg Illustrated Capital]
Although I left the Denes at once, having little heart
for further questions of the wise woman, and being
afraid to visit her house under the Devil’s
Cheese-ring (to which she kindly invited me), and although
I ran most part of the way, it was very late for farm-house
time upon a Sunday evening before I was back at Plover’s
Barrows. My mother had great desire to know all
about the matter; but I could not reconcile it with
my respect so to frighten her. Therefore I tried
to sleep it off, keeping my own counsel; and when
that proved of no avail, I strove to work it away,
it might be, by heavy outdoor labour, and weariness,
and good feeding. These indeed had some effect,
and helped to pass a week or two, with more pain of
hand than heart to me.
[Illustration: 153.jpg Fields spread with growth]
But when the weather changed in earnest, and the frost
was gone, and the south-west wind blew softly, and
the lambs were at play with the daisies, it was more
than I could do to keep from thought of Lorna.
For now the fields were spread with growth, and the
waters clad with sunshine, and light and shadow, step
by step, wandered over the furzy cleves. All
the sides of the hilly wood were gathered in and out
with green, silver-grey, or russet points, according
to the several manner of the trees beginning.
And if one stood beneath an elm, with any heart to
look at it, lo! all the ground was strewn with flakes
(too small to know their meaning), and all the sprays
above were rasped and trembling with a redness.
And so I stopped beneath the tree, and carved L.D.
upon it, and wondered at the buds of thought that
seemed to swell inside me.
The upshot of it all was this, that as no Lorna came
to me, except in dreams or fancy, and as my life was
not worth living without constant sign of her, forth
I must again to find her, and say more than a man can
tell. Therefore, without waiting longer for the
moving of the spring, dressed I was in grand attire
(so far as I had gotten it), and thinking my appearance
good, although with doubts about it (being forced to
dress in the hay-tallat), round the corner of the wood-stack
went I very knowingly—for Lizzie’s
eyes were wondrous sharp—and then I was
sure of meeting none who would care or dare to speak
of me.
