The regiment was on the eve of removing to other quarters, and much as he would have liked to leave his wife behind to shift for herself, he dare not face the consequences.  Coming to her lodgings, therefore, to arrange about her journey, he found the woman hopelessly incapable.  His mad rage against her was inflamed by the drink he had just taken; in his anger he was strongly tempted to rid himself of the burden she had become.  Nothing could be easier!  No one had seen him enter the house, and there was every chance of his being able to steal away unperceived, in the dusk of the evening.  An uncontrollable loathing for the woman urged him on; conscience was disregarded.  He seized one of the pillows of the bed.  It was merely necessary to press it over her face, hold it there till life was extinct, and creep away, a free man!

It must have been the ever-watching Angel Guardian of that wretched man who touched his heart at that moment of danger, by a sudden grace.  He faltered; threw down the pillow, and swiftly ran from the room and from the house—­pursued by remorse.

An hour later, when he ventured to return, he was met on the threshold with the tidings that his wife had been found dead of heart failure.

For many a year after that horrible day Archie McLean was tormented by his reproachful conscience.  He regarded himself as a murderer in desire, though actually guiltless of his wife’s blood.  The terrible shock was his salvation.  From that day he never more touched strong drink.  The formerly inveterate drunkard, a great portion of whose time was spent in the cells, rose by degrees to the position of the smartest soldier in his company.  When his long service had to come to an end, he took a situation as gardener for a time; but a desire which had come upon him when his army service had been completed became still more urgent.  He longed to be able to devote himself to a penitential life, as a means of making such atonement as was in his power for his past transgressions.  Even while in the army his life had been one of rigorous mortification, dating from the day when he once more began to practise his religion; he shunned no duty, however distasteful, and shrank from no danger.

In response to the keen desire which dominated him, Archie threw up his situation, and searching for some part of the country in which he would not be known, yet where he should find life and surroundings not entirely foreign to his experience, settled at length at Ardmuirland.  For about forty years his life was characterized by a rigorous austerity.  His pension was at once carried to the priest, as soon as he received it, to be devoted to the offering of Masses for the soul of his unhappy wife, and the relief of the poor—­scarcely poorer than himself.  He never spent a penny upon his own needs; even the scanty earnings of his labor, unless made in kind, went the same way as his pension.  The clothing, even, which charitable persons bestowed upon him in pity soon passed into coin for the same end; no scolding of his spiritual Father could prevail upon him to look better after his own well-being.