1492 eBook

Mary Johnston
This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 376 pages of information about 1492.


The morning was gray and I sat by the sea near Palos in a gray mood.  I was Jayme de Marchena, and that was a good, old Christian name.  But my grandmother was Jewess, and in corners they said that she never truly recanted, and I had been much with her as a child.  She was dead, but still they talked of her.  Jayme de Marchena, looking back from the hillside of forty-six, saw some service done for the Queen and the folk.  This thing and that thing.  Not demanding trumpets, but serviceable.  It would be neither counted nor weighed beside and against that which Don Pedro and the Dominican found to say.  What they found to say they made, not found.  They took clay of misrepresentation, and in the field of falsehood sat them down, and consulting the parchment of malice, proceeded to create.  But false as was all they set up, the time would cry it true.

It was reasonable that I should find the day gray.

Study and study and study, year on year, and at last image a great thing, just under the rim of the mind’s ocean, sending up for those who will look streamers above horizon, streamers of colored and wonderful light!  Study and reason and with awe and delight take light from above.  Dream of good news for one and all, of life given depth and brought into music, dream of giving the given, never holding it back, which would be avarice and betraying!  Write, and give men and women to read what you have written, and believe —­poor Deluded!—­that they also feel inner warmth and light and rejoice.

Oh, gray the sea and gray the shore!

But some did feel it.

The Dominican, when it fell into his hands, called it perdition.  A Jewess for grandmother, and Don Pedro for enemy.  And now the Dominican—­the Dominicans!

The Queen and the King made edict against the Jews, and there sat the Inquisition.

I was—­I am—­Christian.  It is a wide and deep and high word.  When you ask, “What is it—­Christian?” then must each of us answer as it is given to him to answer.  I and thou—­and the True, the Universal Christ give us light!

To-day all Andalusia, all Castile and all Spain to me seemed gray, and gray the utter Ocean that stretched no man knew where.  The gray was the gray of fetters and of ashes.

The tide made, and as the waves came nearer, eating the sand before me, they uttered a low crying. In danger—­ danger—­in danger, Jayme de Marchena!

I had been in danger before.  Who is not often and always in danger, in life?  But this was a danger to daunt.

Mine were no powerful friends.  I had only that which was within me.  I was only son of only son, and my parents and grandparents were dead, and my distant kindred cold, seeing naught of good in so much study and thinking of that old, dark, beautiful, questionable one, my grandmother.  I had indeed a remote kinsman, head of a convent in this neighborhood, and he was a wise man and a kindly.  But not he either could do aught here!

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