“Not one of your reasons is the correct one.  But I will find the true reason for you and expose it, and after that it will trouble you no more.  Now you shall relate to me the whole history of your life.”

What a comfortable moment!  Mrs. Hilary, when she came to it in her imagined interview, would draw a deep breath and settle down and begin.  The story of her life!  How absorbing a thing to relate to someone who really wanted to hear it!  How far better than the confessional—­for priests, besides requiring only those portions and parcels of the dreadful past upon which you had least desire to dwell, had almost certainly no interest at all in hearing even these, but only did it because they had to, and you would be boring them.  They might even say, as one had said to Rosalind during the first confession which had inaugurated her brief ecclesiastical career, and to which she had looked forward with some interest as a luxurious re-living of a stimulating past—­“No details, please.”  Rosalind, who had had many details ready, had come away disappointed, feeling that the Church was not all she had hoped.  But the psycho-analyst doctor would really want to hear details.  Of course he would prefer the kind of detail which Rosalind would have been able to furnish out of her experience, for that was what psycho-analysts recognised as true life.  Mrs. Hilary’s experiences were pale in comparison; but psycho-analysts could and did make much out of little, bricks without clay.  She would tell him all about the children—­how sweet they were as babies, how Jim had nearly died of croup, Neville of bronchitis and Nan of convulsions, whereas Pamela had always been so well, and Gilbert had suffered only from infant debility.  She would relate how early and how unusually they had all given signs of intelligence; how Jim had always loved her more than anything in the world, until his marriage, and she him (this was a firm article in Mrs. Hilary’s creed); how Neville had always cherished and cared for her, and how she loved Neville beyond anything in the world but Jim; how Gilbert had disappointed her by taking to writing instead of to a man’s job, and then by marrying Rosalind; how Nan had always been tiresome and perverse.  And before the children came—­all about Richard, and their courtship, and their young married life, and how he had loved and cared for her beyond anything, incredibly tenderly and well, so that all those who saw it had wondered, and some had said he spoilt her.  And back before Richard, to girlhood and childhood, to parents and nursery, to her brother and sister, now dead.  How she had fought with her sister because they had both always wanted the same things and got in one another’s way!  The jealousies, the bitter, angry tears!

To pour it all out—­what comfort!  To feel that someone was interested, even though it might be only as a case.  The trouble about most people was that they weren’t interested.  They didn’t mostly, even pretend they were.