Montlivet eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 379 pages of information about Montlivet.

Montlivet eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 379 pages of information about Montlivet.

I grew cruel because I was glad; there is nothing so ruthless as happiness.  “And you would thwart his purposes, madame?” I cried.

She looked at me coldly.  “I will not be used as a tool against you,” she said.

“And that is all?”

“It is enough.  I have said this to you many times.  Why do you make me say it again?  I have undertaken to do something, and I will carry it through.  I will not lend myself to any plot against your interests.  I will not.  So long as we are together, I will play the game fair.”

“And when we are no longer together?”

She pushed out her hands.  “I do not know.  I am glad that you asked me that.  Monsieur, if any chance should free us from each other, if we should reach Montreal in safety, why, then, I do not know.  I come of an ambitious race.  It may be that I shall use the information that I have.  I love my country as you do yours, and when a woman has had some beliefs taken from her there is little remaining her but ambition.  So let me know as little as possible of your plans, for I may use my knowledge.  I give you warning, monsieur.”

The happiness in me would not die, and so, perhaps, I smiled.  She looked at me keenly.

“You think that I am vaunting idly,” she said.  “Perhaps I am.  I do not know what I shall do.  But, monsieur, for your own sake do not underestimate my capacity for doing you harm.  I mean that as a gauge.”

She stood against the sunset, and her delicate height and proud head showed like a statue’s.  I stooped and lifted an imaginary glove from the sand.

“I take your gauge,” I said.  “But I find it a small and delicate gauntlet for so warlike a purpose.  May I wear it next my heart, madame?”

She looked at me proudly.  “I am serious,” she said.

“And I take you seriously,” I rejoined.  I stepped to her and let my hand touch hers.  “You wrong me.  I find that I take you very seriously indeed.  Believe me.  But I have always lived in the present.  Come, we have been grave long enough.  Let us be children and take the passing moment.  Madame, Montreal is very far away.”

CHAPTER XVII

AFTER THE STORM

We slept at that place that night, and the stars came out clear, and the water on the sand sang like a harp played by the wind.  I slept, but I dreamed.  I thought that Lord Starling came to me, and that the woman went away.  And then the dream shifted, and I stood in a strange, barren mist-world, and I was alone.  I saw the awful loneliness of creation, and immensity stretched around me.  I traveled through infinite spaces of void and blackness, and found no sound of voice or life, yet all the time, welling high within me, was a tide, the fullness of which I had never known in my waking hours.  All the strength that I had hoarded, all the desire for love that I had pushed aside, all of the fierce commotions of unrest that mark us from the brute, stirred in me till I felt as if I were suffocating, and cried out for a helping hand.  But I was alone, and gray wastes surrounded me, and my surge of feeling beat itself out against desolation.  I woke with sweat on my forehead.

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