Nevertheless, he could not do otherwise than hunt up the only relative he had in America.  Subsequent events did not convict him of being a mere egotist, swayed only by the current of base success.  He did not despise prosperity, but he cared yet more to find out truths about things and men.  This is not the story of a fortune-hunter; not, at all events, of a hunter of such fortunes as are made and lost nowadays.  But, when one half of a man detects unworthy motives in the other half, it is embarrassing.  He acts most wisely, perhaps, who drops discussion, and lets the balance of good and bad, at the given moment, decide.  Our compound life makes many compromises, whereby our progress, whether heavenward or hellward, is made slow—­and sure!

Here, or hereabouts, Balder lost his way.  When thinking hard, he was beside himself; he strode, and tossed his beard, and shouldered inoffensive people aside, and drew his eyebrows together, or smiled.  Then, by and by, he would awake to realities, and find himself he knew not where.

This time, it was in an unsavory back-street; some dirty children were playing in the gutters, and a tall, rather flashily dressed man was walking along some distance ahead, carrying something in one hand.  Helwyse at first mended his pace to overtake the fellow, and ask the way to the hotel.  But he presently changed his purpose, his attention being drawn to the oddity of the other’s behavior.

The man was evidently one of those who live much alone, and so contract unconscious habits, against which society offers the only safeguard.  He was absorbed in some imaginary dialogue; and so imperfectly could his fleshly veil conceal his mental processes, that he gesticulated everything that passed through his mind.  These gestures, though perfectly apparent to a steady observer, were so far kept within bounds as not to get more than momentary notice from the passers-by, who, indeed, found metal more attractive to their gaze in Helwyse.

Now did the man draw his head back and spread out his arms, as in surprise and repudiation; now his shoulders rose high, in deprecation or disclaimer.  Now his forefinger cunningly sought the side of his nose; now his fist shook in an imaginary face.  At times he would stretch out a pleading arm and neck; the next moment he was an inflexible tyrant, spurning a suppliant.  Again he would break into a soundless chuckle; then, raising his hand to his forehead, seem overwhelmed with despair and anguish.  Occasionally he would walk some distance quite passively, only glancing furtively about him; but erelong he would forget himself again, and the dialogue would begin anew.

Balder watched the man curiously, but without seeming to perceive the rather grisly similitude between the latter’s vagaries and his own.