sit about the blue flame of alcohol sputtering underneath
the old and battered cooker of sheet-iron! To
smell the delicious savour of the thick, boiling soup!
And then the meal itself—to taste the hot,
coarse, meaty food; to feel that unspeakably grateful
warmth and glow, that almost divine sensation of satiety
spreading through their poor, shivering bodies, and
then sleep; sleep, though quivering with cold; sleep,
though the wet searched the flesh to the very marrow;
sleep, though the feet burned and crisped with torture;
sleep, sleep, the dreamless stupefaction of exhaustion,
the few hours’ oblivion, the day’s short
armistice from pain!
But stronger, more insistent than even these instincts
of the animal was the blind, unreasoned impulse that
set their faces to the southward: “To get
forward, to get forward.” Answering the
resistless influence of their leader, that indomitable
man of iron whom no fortune could break nor bend,
and who imposed his will upon them as it were a yoke
of steel—this idea became for them a sort
of obsession. Forward, if it were only a yard;
if it were only a foot. Forward over the heart-breaking,
rubble ice; forward against the biting, shrieking wind;
forward in the face of the blinding snow; forward through
the brittle crusts and icy water; forward, although
every step was an agony, though the haul-rope cut
like a dull knife, though their clothes were sheets
of ice. Blinded, panting, bruised, bleeding,
and exhausted, dogs and men, animals all, the expedition
struggled forward.
One day, a little before noon, while lunch was being
cooked, the sun broke through the clouds, and for
upward of half an hour the ice-pack was one blinding,
diamond glitter. Bennett ran for his sextant and
got an observation, the first that had been possible
for nearly a month. He worked out their latitude
that same evening.
The next morning Ferriss was awakened by a touch on
his shoulder. Bennett was standing over him.
“Come outside here a moment,” said Bennett
in a low voice. “Don’t wake the men.”
“Did you get our latitude?” asked Ferriss
as the two came out of the tent.
“Yes, that’s what I want to tell you.”
“What is it?”
“Seventy-four-nineteen.”
“Why, what do you mean?” asked Ferriss
quickly.
“Just this: That the ice-pack we’re
on is drifting faster to the north than we are marching
to the south. We are farther north now than we
were a month ago for all our marching.”
II.
By eleven o’clock at night the gale had increased
to such an extent and the sea had begun to build so
high that it was a question whether or not the whaleboat
would ride the storm. Bennett finally decided
that it would be impossible to reach the land—stretching
out in a long, dark blur to the southwest—that
night, and that the boat must run before the wind
if he was to keep her afloat. The number two cutter,
with Ferriss in command, was a bad sailer, and had
fallen astern. She was already out of hailing
distance; but Bennett, who was at the whaleboat’s
tiller, in the instant’s glance that he dared
to shoot behind him saw with satisfaction that Ferriss
had followed his example.
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