either to the right or left, I do not remember which.
Not a wheel must move, not a column of smoke arise;
so, with the engine fires extinguished, the train
stood motionless in the midst of a barren pine forest.
The small supply of cooked food was soon exhausted,
the ladies on the train assisting to feed the wounded
soldiers. All were parched with thirst.
The only water to be procured lay in ruts and ditches
by the roadside, and was filthy and fetid. So
the day passed. All through the night every one
was on the alert, listening intently for sounds that
might mean danger. No lights, no roadside fires
could be allowed; but the moon shone brightly, and
by its light the surgeons moved about among the suffering
men, whose groans, united with the plaintive sigh of
the chill wind through the pine forest, served to
make night dismal indeed. In the intervals of
attending upon the sick we slept as we could, leaning
up against boxes, tilted back in chairs against the
side of the car, or lying down, with anything we could
get for pillows. Some of the surgeons and attendants
bivouacked under the trees in spite of the cold.
In the morning we were hungry enough to eat the stale
corn-bread, and tried to like it, but even of that
there was very little, for the wounded men were ravenous.
Drs. Gore and Yates set themselves to whittle some
“army-forks,” or forked sticks, and, cutting
the bacon in thin slices, made little fires which they
carefully covered with large pans to keep the smoke
from arising. By these they toasted slices of
bacon. Ah, how delicious was the odor, how excellent
the taste! Several hands were set at this work,
but it was necessarily very slow. I remained
among my own patients, while my servant climbed in
and out of the car, bringing as much meat as she could
get, which I distributed while she returned for more.
The wounded men were clamorous for it, crying out,
“Give it to us raw; we can’t wait.”
This we were soon compelled to do, as it was feared
the smoke might escape and betray us. I cannot
now recollect by what means we received the welcome
order to move on, but it came at last, and on the
morning of the third day we reached Newnan, Georgia,
where, after a few days’ bustle and confusion,
we were pleasantly settled and had fallen into the
old routine, Dr. Bemiss having arranged not only for
excellent quarters but for fresh supplies of rations
and hospital stores.
CHAPTER V.
NEWNAN, GEORGIA.
Just here Memory lays a restraining hand upon my own. Turning to meet her gaze, it pleads with me to linger a while in this sweet and pleasant spot, peopled with familiar forms, and kindly faces, well-beloved in the past, fondly greeted once again. Ah, how closely our little band clung together, how enduring were the ties that bound us! Ignoring the shadow, seeking always to stand in the sunshine, we welcomed with yet unshaken faith the heavenly guest who stood in our midst, turning upon us almost for the last time an unclouded face, and eyes undimmed by doubt or pain,—the angel of Hope.