A Friend of Caesar eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 554 pages of information about A Friend of Caesar.

A Friend of Caesar eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 554 pages of information about A Friend of Caesar.

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Cornelia’s sleeping room was large and airy.  It had windows overlooking the sea—­windows closed by the then extravagant luxury of panes of glass.  When these were swung back the full sweep of the southwest wind poured its mild freshness into the room.  The apartment was decorated and furnished with every taste and luxury.  In one corner was the occupant’s couch,—­the frame inlaid with ivory and tortoise-shell, the mattress soft with the very choicest feathers of white German geese.  Heaped on the cushion were gorgeous coverlets, of purple wool or even silk, and embroidered with elaborate figures, or covered with rare feather tapestry.  Around the room were silver mirrors, chairs, divans, cabinets, dressers, and elegant tripods.

On one of the divans slept Artemisia, and just outside of the door one of the Gallic maids, whom Cornelia detested so heartily.

When Artemisia’s curly head touched her pillow, its owner was fast asleep in an instant.  When her patroness sank back on the cushions worth a king’s ransom, Somnus, Hypnus, or whatever name the drowsy god may be called by, was far from present.  Cornelia tossed on the pillows, tossed and cried softly to herself.  The battle was too hard!  She had tried:  tried to be true to Drusus and her own higher aspirations.  But there was some limit to her strength, and Cornelia felt that limit very near at hand.  Earlier in the conflict with her uncle she had exulted in the idea that suicide was always in her power; now she trembled at the thought of death, at the thought of everything contained in the unlovely future.  She did not want to die, to flicker out in nothingness, never to smile and never to laugh again.  Why should she not be happy—­rightly happy?  Was she not a Cornelian, a Claudian, born to a position that a princess might enjoy?  Was not wealth hers, and a fair degree of wit and a handsome face?  Why then should she, the patrician maiden, eat her heart out, while close at hand Artemisia, poor little foundling Greek, was sleeping as sweetly as though people never grieved nor sorrows tore the soul?

Cornelia was almost angry with Artemisia for being thus oblivious to and shielded from calamity.  So hot in fact did her indignation become against the innocent girl, that Cornelia herself began to smile at her own passion.  And there was one thought very comforting to her pride.

“Artemisia is only an uneducated slave, or little better than a slave; if she were in my station she would be just as unhappy.  I am wretched just in proportion to the greatness of my rank;” then she added to herself, “Hei! but how wretched then the gods must be!” And then again she smiled at admitting for an instant that there were any gods at all; had not her philosophy taught her much better?

So at last Cornelia turned over the pillows for the last time, and finally slept, in heavy, dreamless slumber.

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