True Riches eBook

Timothy Shay Arthur
This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 203 pages of information about True Riches.

True Riches eBook

Timothy Shay Arthur
This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 203 pages of information about True Riches.

Evening found him again alone, musing and debating with himself, ere locking up the store and returning home.  The excitement of business being over, his thoughts flowed in a calmer current; and the stillness of the deserted room gave to his feelings a hue of sobriety.  He was not altogether satisfied with himself.  How could he be?  No man ever was satisfied with himself, when seclusion and silence found him after his first departure from the right way.  Ah, how little is there in worldly possessions, be it large or small, to compensate for a troubled, self-accusing spirit! how little to throw in the balance against the heavy weight of conscious villany!

How tenderly, how truly, how devotedly had Edward Claire loved the young wife of his bosom, since the hour the pulses of their spirits first beat in joyful unity!  How eager had he ever been to turn his face homeward when the shadows of evening began to fall!  But now he lingered—­lingered, though all the business of the day was over.  The thought of his wife created no quick impulse to be away.  He felt more like shunning her presence.  He even for a time indulged a motion of anger toward her for what he mentally termed her morbid sensitiveness in regard to others’ right—­her dreamy ideal of human perfection.

“We are in the world, and we must do as it does.  We must take it as it is, not as it should be.”

So he mused with himself, in a self-approving argument.  Yet he could not banish the accusing spirit; he could not silence the inward voice of warning.

Once there came a strong revulsion.  Good impulses seemed about to gain the mastery.  In this state of mind, he took from his pocket his ill-gotten gains, and threw them into the money-box, which had already been placed in the fire-closet.

“What good will that do?” said he to himself, as the wave of better feelings began to subside.  “All the sales-entries have been made, and the cash balanced; Jasper made the balance himself.  So the cash will only show an excess to be accounted for; and from this may come suspicion.  It is always more hazardous to go backward than forward—­(false reasoner!)—­to retrace our steps than to press boldly onward.  No, no.  This will not mend the matter.”

And Claire replaced the money in his pocket.  In a little while afterward, he left the store, and took his way homeward.

CHAPTER IV.

As on the previous evening, Mrs. Claire was alone for some time later than usual, but now with an anxious, almost fearful looking for her husband’s return.  Suddenly she had taken the alarm.  A deep, brooding shadow was on her heart, though she could not see the bird of night from whose wings it had fallen.  Frequently, during the afternoon, tears had wet her cheek; and when an old friend of her mother’s, who lived in the country, and who had come to the city in order to make a few purchases, called to see her, it was with difficulty she could hide her disturbed feelings from observation.

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