of having a ride out into the country as an occasional
favor, she might be seen every day by the doctor’s
side, as if he could not make his morning rounds without
her; and in and out of the farm-houses she went, following
him like a little dog, or, as Marilla scornfully expressed
it, a briar at his heels; sitting soberly by when
he dealt his medicines and gave advice, listening
to his wise and merry talk with some, and his helpful
advice and consolation to others of the country people.
Many of these acquaintances treated Nan with great
kindness; she half belonged to them, and was deeply
interesting for the sake of her other ties of blood
and bonds of fortune, while she took their courtesy
with thankfulness, and their lack of notice with composure.
If there were a shiny apple offered she was glad,
but if not, she did not miss it, since her chief delight
was in being the doctor’s assistant and attendant,
and her eyes were always watching for chances when
she might be of use. And one day, coming out
from a bedroom, the doctor discovered, to his amusement,
that her quick and careful fingers had folded the
papers of some powders which he had left unfolded on
the table. As they drove home together in the
bright noon sunshine, he said, as if the question
were asked for the sake of joking a little, “What
are you going to do when you grow up, Nan?” to
which she answered gravely, as if it were the one
great question of her life, “I should like best
to be a doctor.” Strangely enough there
flitted through the doctor’s mind a remembrance
of the day when he had talked with Mrs. Meeker, and
had looked up the lane to see the unlucky turkey whose
leg had been put into splints. He had wished more
than once that he had taken pains to see how the child
had managed it; but old Mrs. Thacher had reported
the case to have been at least partially successful.
Nan had stolen a look at her companion after the answer
had been given, but had been pleased and comforted
to find that he was not laughing at her, and at once
began a lively picture of becoming famous in her chosen
profession, and the valued partner of Dr. Leslie, whose
skill everybody praised so heartily. He should
not go out at night, and she would help him so much
that he would wonder how he ever had been able to
manage his wide-spread practice alone. It was
a matter of no concern to her that Marilla had laughed
when she had been told of Nan’s intentions,
and had spoken disrespectfully of women doctors; and
the child’s heart was full of pride and hope.
The doctor stopped his horse suddenly to show Nan
some flowers which grew at the roadside, some brilliant
cardinals, and she climbed quickly down to gather them.
There was an unwritten law that they should keep watch,
one to the right hand, and the other to the left,
and such treasures of blossoms or wild fruit seldom
escaped Nan’s vision. Now she felt as if
she had been wrong to let her thoughts go wandering,
and her cheeks were almost as bright as the scarlet
flowers themselves, as she clambered back to the wagon
seat. But the doctor was in deep thought, and
had nothing more to say for the next mile or two.
It had become like a bad-case day suddenly and without
apparent reason; but Nan had no suspicion that she
was the patient in charge whose welfare seemed to
the doctor to be dependent upon his own decisions.