The Imaginary Marriage eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 293 pages of information about The Imaginary Marriage.

The Imaginary Marriage eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 293 pages of information about The Imaginary Marriage.

“Don’t blame yourself, dear,” he said, “don’t blame yourself.  You can’t help your heart; you—­you only thought you cared for me for a time, but it was just a fancy, and it—­it passed, didn’t it?  And now it is gone, and can never come back again.  Of course it must end.  Your wishes—­always—­mean everything to me.”  He bent, he touched the white hand with his lips, and then turned away.  Once at the door he looked back; but she did not move, the tears were streaming down her cheeks, and she did not want him to see them.

How well he had taken it!  How well, and yet he loved her!  She realised now how much he loved her, how fine he was, and generous, even Hugh could not have been more generous than he.

And Marjorie stood there like one in a dream, watching, yet seeing nothing, going over in her mind all that had passed, suffering the pain of it.  And she had loved him once!  Those mystic moonlight meetings, his young arms about her, his lips against hers—­oh, she had loved him!  And then had come the commonplace, the everyday, sordid side of it, he the accepted lover, high in Lady Linden’s favour, which meant the gradual awakening from a dream, her dream of love.

“I am fickle, I am false.  I do not know my own mind, and—­and I have hurt him.  I am not worthy of hurting him.  He is better, finer than I ever thought.”

Still Lady Linden prodded and trowelled at the neat bed, still she demanded occasional help from the patient Curtis; and now came a man, breathless and coatless, rushing across the lawn.  He had news for her, something that must be told; gone was his accustomed terror of her ladyship.  He told her what he had to say, and she dropped the trowel and ran—­actually ran as Marjorie had never seen her run.

She could have laughed, but for the pain at her heart.  He had taken it so well; he had risen to a height she had not suspected him capable of, and the fault was hers, hers.

What was that?  What were they carrying?  God help her I What was that they were carrying across the lawn?  Why did they walk so quietly, so carefully?  Why ask?

She knew!  Instinct told her.  She knew!  She flung out her hands and gripped at the window-frame and watched.  She saw her aunt, her usually ruddy face drawn, haggard, and white.  She saw something that lay motionless on a part of the old barn-door, which four men were carrying with such care.  She saw a man on a bicycle dashing off down the drive.

Why ask?  She knew!  And only just now, a few short minutes ago—­no, no, a lifetime ago—­she had told him she did not love him.

“An accident, Marjorie.”  Lady Linden’s voice was harsh, unlike her usual round tones.  “An accident—­that brute of a horse—­girl, don’t, don’t faint.”

“I am not going to.  I want to help—­him.”

They had brought Tom Arundel into the house, had laid him on a bed in an upper room.  The village doctor had come, and, finding something here beyond his skill, had sent off, with Lady Linden’s full approval, an urgent message to a surgeon of repute, and now they were waiting—­waiting the issues of life and death.

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