“Oh God, what will be inside of it?”

There was nothing from my dear one!  Invitations to dine, to lecture, to write books, to do this and that and Heaven knows what, but never a word from her who was more to me than all the world besides.

This made me more than ever sure of the “voices” that had called me back from the 88th latitude, so I decided instantly to leave our ship in New Zealand, in readiness for our next effort, and getting across to Sydney to take the first fast steamer home.

The good people at Port Lyttelton were loath to let us go.  But after I had made my excuses, ("crazy to get back to wives and sweethearts, you know”) they sent a school of boys (stunning little chaps in Eton suits) to sing us off with “Forty Years On”—­which brought more of my mother into my eyes than I knew to be left there.

At Sydney we had the same experience—­the same hearty crowds, the same welcome, the same invitations, to which we made the same replies, and then got away by a fast liner which happened to be ready to sail.

On the way “back to the world” I had slung together a sort of a despatch for the newspaper which had promoted our expedition (a lame, limping thing for want of my darling’s help to make it go), saying something about the little we had been able to do but more about what we meant, please God, to do some day.

“She’ll see that, anyway, and know we’re coming back,” I thought.

But to make doubly sure I sent two personal telegrams, one to my dear one at Castle Raa and the other to my old people at home, asking for answers to Port Said.

Out on the sea again I was tormented by the old dream of the crevassed glacier; and if anybody wonders why a hulking chap who had not been afraid of a ninety-mile blizzard in the region of the Pole allowed himself to be kept awake at night by a buzzing in the brain, all I can say is that it was so, and I know nothing more about it.

Perhaps my recent experience with the “wireless” persuaded me that if two sticks stuck in the earth could be made to communicate with each other over hundreds of miles, two hearts that loved each other knew no limitations of time or space.

In any case I was now so sure that my dear one had called me home from the Antarctic that by the time we reached Port Said, and telegrams were pouring in on me, I had worked myself up to such a fear that I dared not open them.

From sheer dread of the joy or sorrow that might be enclosed in the yellow covers, I got O’Sullivan down in my cabin to read my telegrams, while I scanned his face and nearly choked with my own tobacco smoke.

There was nothing from my dear one!  Nothing from my people at home either!

O’Sullivan got it into his head that I was worrying about my parents, and tried to comfort me by saying that old folks never dreamt of telegraphing, but by the holy immaculate Mother he’d go bail there would be a letter for me before long.