“The job has to be done,” said Hugh.

The pause lengthened.

“You’ll be getting up early to-morrow,” said Mr. Britling....

Section 8

When Mr. Britling was alone in his own room all the thoughts and feelings that had been held up downstairs began to run more and more rapidly and abundantly through his mind.

He had a feeling—­every now and again in the last few years he had had the same feeling—­as though he was only just beginning to discover Hugh.  This perpetual rediscovery of one’s children is the experience of every observant parent.  He had always considered Hugh as a youth, and now a man stood over him and talked, as one man to another.  And this man, this very new man, mint new and clean and clear, filled Mr. Britling with surprise and admiration.

It was as if he perceived the beauty of youth for the first time in Hugh’s slender, well balanced, khaki-clad body.  There was infinite delicacy in his clear complexion, his clear eyes; the delicately pencilled eyebrow that was so exactly like his mother’s.  And this thing of brightness and bravery talked as gravely and as wisely as any weather-worn, shop-soiled, old fellow....

The boy was wise.

Hugh thought for himself; he thought round and through his position, not egotistically but with a quality of responsibility.  He wasn’t just hero-worshipping and imitating, just spinning some self-centred romance.  If he was a fair sample of his generation then it was a better generation than Mr. Britling’s had been....

At that Mr. Britling’s mind went off at a tangent to the grievance of the rejected volunteer.  It was acutely shameful to him that all these fine lads should be going off to death and wounds while the men of forty and over lay snug at home.  How stupid it was to fix things like that!  Here were the fathers, who had done their work, shot their bolts, returned some value for the costs of their education, unable to get training, unable to be of any service, shamefully safe, doing April fool work as special constables; while their young innocents, untried, all their gathering possibilities of service unbroached, went down into the deadly trenches....  The war would leave the world a world of cripples and old men and children....

He felt himself as a cowardly brute, fat, wheezy, out of training, sheltering behind this dear one branch of Mary’s life.

He writhed with impotent humiliation....

How stupidly the world is managed.

He began to fret and rage.  He could not lie in peace in his bed; he got up and prowled about his room, blundering against chairs and tables in the darkness....  We were too stupid to do the most obvious things; we were sending all these boys into hardship and pitiless danger; we were sending them ill-equipped, insufficiently supported, we were sending our children through the fires to Moloch, because