Great Expectations eBook

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Never quite free from an uneasy remembrance of the man on the stairs, I had always looked about me in taking my guest out after dark, and in bringing him back; and I looked about me now.  Difficult as it is in a large city to avoid the suspicion of being watched, when the mind is conscious of danger in that regard, I could not persuade myself that any of the people within sight cared about my movements.  The few who were passing, passed on their several ways, and the street was empty when I turned back into the Temple.  Nobody had come out at the gate with us, nobody went in at the gate with me.  As I crossed by the fountain, I saw his lighted back windows looking bright and quiet, and, when I stood for a few moments in the doorway of the building where I lived, before going up the stairs, Garden-court was as still and lifeless as the staircase was when I ascended it.

Herbert received me with open arms, and I had never felt before, so blessedly, what it is to have a friend.  When he had spoken some sound words of sympathy and encouragement, we sat down to consider the question, What was to be done?

The chair that Provis had occupied still remaining where it had stood — for he had a barrack way with him of hanging about one spot, in one unsettled manner, and going through one round of observances with his pipe and his negro-head and his jack-knife and his pack of cards, and what not, as if it were all put down for him on a slate — I say, his chair remaining where it had stood, Herbert unconsciously took it, but next moment started out of it, pushed it away, and took another.  He had no occasion to say, after that, that he had conceived an aversion for my patron, neither had I occasion to confess my own.  We interchanged that confidence without shaping a syllable.

“What,” said I to Herbert, when he was safe in another chair, “what is to be done?”

“My poor dear Handel,” he replied, holding his head, “I am too stunned to think.”

“So was I, Herbert, when the blow first fell.  Still, something must be done.  He is intent upon various new expenses — horses, and carriages, and lavish appearances of all kinds.  He must be stopped somehow.”

“You mean that you can’t accept—­”

“How can I?” I interposed, as Herbert paused.  “Think of him!  Look at him!”

An involuntary shudder passed over both of us.

“Yet I am afraid the dreadful truth is, Herbert, that he is attached to me, strongly attached to me.  Was there ever such a fate!”

“My poor dear Handel,” Herbert repeated.

“Then,” said I, “after all, stopping short here, never taking another penny from him, think what I owe him already!  Then again:  I am heavily in debt — very heavily for me, who have now no expectations — and I have been bred to no calling, and I am fit for nothing.”

“Well, well, well!” Herbert remonstrated.  “Don’t say fit for nothing.”

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