Anna Karenina eBook

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saw, both the expression of his face and his eyes.  It was again that expression of reverential ecstasy which had so worked upon her the day before.  More than once she had told herself during the past few days, and again only a few moments before, that Vronsky was for her only one of the hundreds of young men, forever exactly the same, that are met everywhere, that she would never allow herself to bestow a thought upon him.  But now at the first instant of meeting him, she was seized by a feeling of joyful pride.  She had no need to ask why he had come.  She knew as certainly as if he had told her that he was here to be where she was.

“I didn’t know you were going.  What are you coming for?” she said, letting fall the hand with which she had grasped the door post.  And irrepressible delight and eagerness shone in her face.

“What am I coming for?” he repeated, looking straight into her eyes.  “You know that I have come to be where you are,” he said; “I can’t help it.”

At that moment the wind, as it were, surmounting all obstacles, sent the snow flying from the carriage roofs, and clanked some sheet of iron it had torn off, while the hoarse whistle of the engine roared in front, plaintively and gloomily.  All the awfulness of the storm seemed to her more splendid now.  He had said what her soul longed to hear, though she feared it with her reason.  She made no answer, and in her face he saw conflict.

“Forgive me, if you dislike what I said,” he said humbly.

He had spoken courteously, deferentially, yet so firmly, so stubbornly, that for a long while she could make no answer.

“It’s wrong, what you say, and I beg you, if you’re a good man, to forget what you’ve said, as I forget it,” she said at last.

“Not one word, not one gesture of yours shall I, could I, ever forget...”

“Enough, enough!” she cried trying assiduously to give a stern expression to her face, into which he was gazing greedily.  And clutching at the cold door post, she clambered up the steps and got rapidly into the corridor of the carriage.  But in the little corridor she paused, going over in her imagination what had happened.  Though she could not recall her own words or his, she realized instinctively that the momentary conversation had brought them fearfully closer; and she was panic-stricken and blissful at it.  After standing still a few seconds, she went into the carriage and sat down in her place.  The overstrained condition which had tormented her before did not only come back, but was intensified, and reached such a pitch that she was afraid every minute that something would snap within her from the excessive tension.  She did not sleep all night.  But in that nervous tension, and in the visions that filled her imagination, there was nothing disagreeable or gloomy:  on the contrary there was something blissful, glowing, and exhilarating.  Towards morning Anna sank into a doze, sitting in her place, and when she waked it was daylight and the train was near Petersburg.  At once thoughts of home, of husband and of son, and the details of that day and the following came upon her.

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