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This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 1,033 pages of information about Anna Karenina.

“I don’t want you, Pyotr.”

“But how about the ticket?”

“Well, as you like, it doesn’t matter,” she said crossly.

Pyotr jumped on the box, and putting his arms akimbo, told the coachman to drive to the booking-office.

Chapter 30

“Here it is again!  Again I understand it all!” Anna said to herself, as soon as the carriage had started and swaying lightly, rumbled over the tiny cobbles of the paved road, and again one impression followed rapidly upon another.

“Yes; what was the last thing I thought of so clearly?” she tried to recall it. “’Tiutkin, coiffeur?’—­no, not that.  Yes, of what Yashvin says, the struggle for existence and hatred is the one thing that holds men together.  No, it’s a useless journey you’re making,” she said, mentally addressing a party in a coach and four, evidently going for an excursion into the country.  “And the dog you’re taking with you will be no help to you.  You can’t get away from yourselves.”  Turning her eyes in the direction Pyotr had turned to look, she saw a factory hand almost dead drunk, with hanging head, being led away by a policeman.  “Come, he’s found a quicker way,” she thought.  “Count Vronsky and I did not find that happiness either, though we expected so much from it.”  And now for the first time Anna turned that glaring light in which she was seeing everything on to her relations with him, which she had hitherto avoided thinking about.  “What was it he sought in me?  Not love so much as the satisfaction of vanity.”  She remembered his words, the expression of his face, that recalled an abject setter-dog, in the early days of their connection.  And everything now confirmed this.  “Yes, there was the triumph of success in him.  Of course there was love too, but the chief element was the pride of success.  He boasted of me.  Now that’s over.  There’s nothing to be proud of.  Not to be proud of, but to be ashamed of.  He has taken from me all he could, and now I am no use to him.  He is weary of me and is trying not to be dishonorable in his behavior to me.  He let that out yesterday—­he wants divorce and marriage so as to burn his ships.  He loves me, but how?  The zest is gone, as the English say.  That fellow wants everyone to admire him and is very much pleased with himself,” she thought, looking at a red-faced clerk, riding on a riding school horse.  “Yes, there’s not the same flavor about me for him now.  If I go away from him, at the bottom of his heart he will be glad.”

This was not mere supposition, she saw it distinctly in the piercing light, which revealed to her now the meaning of life and human relations.

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