Maria, or the Wrongs of Woman eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 162 pages of information about Maria, or the Wrongs of Woman.

Maria, or the Wrongs of Woman eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 162 pages of information about Maria, or the Wrongs of Woman.

Imagination! who can paint thy power; or reflect the evanescent tints of hope fostered by thee?  A despondent gloom had long obscured Maria’s horizon—­now the sun broke forth, the rainbow appeared, and every prospect was fair.  Horror still reigned in the darkened cells, suspicion lurked in the passages, and whispered along the walls.  The yells of men possessed, sometimes, made them pause, and wonder that they felt so happy, in a tomb of living death.  They even chid themselves for such apparent insensibility; still the world contained not three happier beings.  And Jemima, after again patrolling the passage, was so softened by the air of confidence which breathed around her, that she voluntarily began an account of herself.

CHAPTER 5

“My father,” said Jemima, “seduced my mother, a pretty girl, with whom he lived fellow-servant; and she no sooner perceived the natural, the dreaded consequence, than the terrible conviction flashed on her—­that she was ruined.  Honesty, and a regard for her reputation, had been the only principles inculcated by her mother; and they had been so forcibly impressed, that she feared shame, more than the poverty to which it would lead.  Her incessant importunities to prevail upon my father to screen her from reproach by marrying her, as he had promised in the fervour of seduction, estranged him from her so completely, that her very person became distasteful to him; and he began to hate, as well as despise me, before I was born.

“My mother, grieved to the soul by his neglect, and unkind treatment, actually resolved to famish herself; and injured her health by the attempt; though she had not sufficient resolution to adhere to her project, or renounce it entirely.  Death came not at her call; yet sorrow, and the methods she adopted to conceal her condition, still doing the work of a house-maid, had such an effect on her constitution, that she died in the wretched garret, where her virtuous mistress had forced her to take refuge in the very pangs of labour, though my father, after a slight reproof, was allowed to remain in his place—­allowed by the mother of six children, who, scarcely permitting a footstep to be heard, during her month’s indulgence, felt no sympathy for the poor wretch, denied every comfort required by her situation.

“The day my mother, died, the ninth after my birth, I was consigned to the care of the cheapest nurse my father could find; who suckled her own child at the same time, and lodged as many more as she could get, in two cellar-like apartments.

“Poverty, and the habit of seeing children die off her hands, had so hardened her heart, that the office of a mother did not awaken the tenderness of a woman; nor were the feminine caresses which seem a part of the rearing of a child, ever bestowed on me.  The chicken has a wing to shelter under; but I had no bosom to nestle in, no kindred warmth to foster me.  Left in dirt, to cry with cold

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