Recollections of My Youth eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 302 pages of information about Recollections of My Youth.

Recollections of My Youth eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 302 pages of information about Recollections of My Youth.
basis of my whole life.  One or two private lessons which I gave saved me from the necessity of breaking into the twelve hundred francs sent me by my sister.  This was just the rule laid down and observed by my masters at Treguier and St. Sulpice:  Victum vestitum, board and lodging and just enough money to buy a new cassock once a year.  I had never wished for anything more myself.  The modest competence which I now possess only fell to my share later in life, and quite independently of my own volition.  I look upon the world at large as belonging to me, but I only spend the interest of my capital.  I shall depart this life without having possessed anything save “that which it is usual to consume,” according to the Franciscan code.  Whenever I have been tempted to buy some small plot of ground, an inward voice has prevented me.  To have done so would have seemed to me gross, material, and opposed to the principle:  Non habemus hic manentem civitatem.  Securities are lighter, more ethereal, and more fragile; they do not exercise the same amount of attachment, and there is more risk of losing them.

At the present rate this is a bitter contradiction, and though the rule which I have followed has given me happiness, I would not advise any one to adopt it.  I am too old to change now, and besides I have nothing to complain of; but I should be afraid of misleading young people if I told them to do the same.  To get the most one can out of oneself is becoming the rule of the world at large.  The idea that the nobleman is the man who does not make money, and that any commercial or industrial pursuit, no matter how honest, debases the person engaged in it, and prevents him from belonging to the highest circle of humanity is fast fading away.  So great is the difference which an interval of forty years brings about in human affairs.  All that I once did now appears sheer folly, and sometimes in looking around me I fail to recognise that it is the same world.

The man whose life is devoted to immaterial pursuits is a child in worldly affairs; he is helpless without a guardian.  The world in which we live is wide enough for every place which is worth taking to be occupied; every post to be held creates, so to speak, the person to fill it.  I had never imagined that the product of my thought could have any market value.  I had always had an idea of writing, but it had never occurred to me that it would bring me in any money.  I was greatly astonished, therefore, when a man of pleasant and intelligent appearance called upon me in my garret one day, and, after complimenting me upon several articles which I had written, offered to publish them in a collected form.  A stamped agreement which he had with him specified terms which seemed to me so wonderfully liberal that when he asked me if all my future writings should be included in the agreement, I gave my assent.  I was tempted to make one or two observations, but the sight of

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