The Reason Why eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 390 pages of information about The Reason Why.

The Reason Why eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 390 pages of information about The Reason Why.

Then she looked down, and the rose died out of her face, leaving it very white.

And if Tristram’s pride in the decision he had come to, on the fatal wedding night, that she must make the first advances before he would again unbend, had not held him, he would certainly have risked everything and clasped her in his arms.  As it was, he resisted the intense temptation to do so, and made himself calm, while he answered,

“It mattered to you, then, in some way, that I should not come to harm?”

He was still sitting on the sofa near her, and that magnetic essence which is in propinquity appealed to her; ignorant of all such emotions as she was she only knew something had suddenly made her feel nervous, and that her heart was thumping in her side.

“Yes, of course it mattered,” she faltered, and then went on coldly, as he gave a glad start; “scandals are so unpleasant—­scenes and all those things are so revolting.  I had to endure many of them in my former life.”

Oh! so that was it!  Just for fear of a scandal and because she had known disagreeable things!  Not a jot of feeling for himself!  And Tristram got up quickly and walked to the fireplace.  He was cut to the heart.

The case was utterly hopeless, he felt.  He was frozen and stung each time he even allowed himself to be human and hope for anything.  But he was a strong man, and this should be the end of it.  He would not be tortured again.

He took the little bunch of flowers out of his pocket and handed it to her quietly, while his face was full of pain.

“Here is the proof you left me of your kind interest,” he told her.  “Perhaps your maid will miss it and wish to sew it on.”  And then without another word he went out of the room.

Zara, left alone, sat staring into the fire.  What did all this mean?  She felt very unhappy, but not angry or alarmed.  She did not want to hurt him.  Had she been very unkind?  After all, he had behaved, in comparison to Ladislaus, with wonderful self-control—­and—­yes, supposing he were not quite a sensual brute she had been very hard.  She knew what pride meant; she had abundance herself, and she realized for the first time how she must have been stinging his.

But there were facts which could not be got over.  He had married her for her uncle’s money and then shown at once that her person tempted him, when it could not be anything else.

She got up and walked about the room.  There was a scent of him somewhere—­the scent of a fine cigar.  She felt uneasy of she knew not what.  Did she wish him to come back?  Was she excited?  Should she go out?  And then, for no reason on earth, she suddenly burst into tears.

* * * * *

They met for dinner, and she herself had never looked or been more icy cold than Tristram was.  They went down into the restaurant and there, of course, he encountered some friends dining, too, in a merry party; and he nodded gayly to them and told her casually who they were, and then went on with his dinner.  His manner had lost its constraint, it was just casually indifferent.  And soon they started for the theater, and it was he who drew as far away as he could, when they got into the automobile.

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