Nancy eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 483 pages of information about Nancy.

Nancy eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 483 pages of information about Nancy.

Still he says nothing:  still I feel, though I am not looking at him, that his eyes are upon me.

“Was it—­” say I, unable any longer to bear that dumb gaze, and preferring to take the bull by the horns, and rush on my fate—­“was it any thing about me? has she been telling you any tales of—­of—­me?”

No answer!  No sound but the clock, and Vick’s heavy breathing, as she peacefully snores on the footstool.  I cannot bear the suspense.  Again I lift my eyes, and look at him.  Yes, I am right! the intense anxiety—­ the overpowering emotion on his face tell me that I have touched the right string.

“Are there—­are there—­are you aware that there are any tales that she could tell of you?”

Again I laugh harshly.

“Ha! ha! if we came to mutual anecdotes, I am not quite sure that I might not have the best of it!”

“That is not the question,” he replies, in a voice so exceedingly stern, so absolutely different from any thing I have ever hitherto contemplated as possible in my gentle, genial Roger, that again, to the depths of my soul, I quail; how could I ever, in wildest dreams, have thought I should dare to tell him?—­“it is nothing to me what tales you can tell of her!—­she is not my wife!—­what I wish to know—­what I will know, is, whether there is any thing that she could say of you!”

For a moment, I do not answer.  I cannot.  A coward fear is grasping my heart with its clammy hands.  Then—­

Could!” say I, shrugging my shoulders, and feebly trying to laugh derisively; “of course she could! it would be difficult to set a limit to the powers of a lady of her imagination!”

“What do you mean?” he cries, quickly, and with what sounds like a sort of hope in his voice; “have you any reason—­any grounds for thinking her inventive?”

I do not answer directly.

“It is true, then,” I cry, with flashing eyes, and in a voice of great and indignant anguish.  “I have not been mistaken!  I was right!  Is it possible that you, who, only this morning, warned me with such severity against backbiting, have been calmly listening to scandalous tales about me from a stranger?”

He does not interrupt me:  he is listening eagerly, and that sort of hope is still in his face.

“I knew it would come, sooner or later,” I continue, speaking excitedly, and with intense bitterness, “sooner or later, I knew that it would be a case of Algy over again! but I did not—­did not think that it would have been quite so soon!  Great Heaven!” (smiting my hands sharply together, and looking upward), “I have fallen low! to think that I should come to be discussed by you with her!”

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